What people often misunderstand about this is that it’s not about not caring about how you do/perform. It’s about focusing on what you can control. Often the kills just don’t come, but you can still produce positive outcomes for the team. All the other shit is just noise.
stop associating any scoreboard metrics as any sort of validation on your standard/level of play. It’s quite literally irrelevant to how “good” you are playing when there are so many other aspects of the game where you can contribute. Detach from results needing to be a score.