21 months.
I am going to repeat again that I am dealing with something that is medically unexplainable and is almost certainly going to drive me to suicide any day now.
Every second is unbearable torment.
I have lost everything in my life to this.
TW -
i’ve been stuck in a state of severe suicidal ideation/emotional torment for 18 months following a CBT session and for some reason it just keeps getting worse and worse?
I’ve lost so much of my life to this and don’t know how much more I can tolerate this.