@lcmebillboards with @alexsprackland suffering from severe nervous breakdown since Oct 2024. Advocacy on hold.

21 months. I am going to repeat again that I am dealing with something that is medically unexplainable and is almost certainly going to drive me to suicide any day now. Every second is unbearable torment. I have lost everything in my life to this.
TW - i’ve been stuck in a state of severe suicidal ideation/emotional torment for 18 months following a CBT session and for some reason it just keeps getting worse and worse? I’ve lost so much of my life to this and don’t know how much more I can tolerate this.
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I am just suffering for no reason. I will be driven to suicide for something nobody can explain. I feel like I am already in Hell. I am suffering so badly inside. What has that therapy session done to my brain? Why get worse over time? Why turn off and back on?
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Why 5htp worked once and never again? Why would two different SSRI’s temporarily worsen an existing, oddly specific symptom? How is that even possible?
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