No scary text on a background, i have just been intercurrently chronically ill and mentally withdrawn. I have funneled nearly $8000 of my own savings into preparation for this stream, most of it on a permit (yes really), a camera, software and a few other dumb surprises. We will run this back on November 20th and go through with it whether my body is cooperating or not. Needless to say I am tremendously disappointed, but you deserve the best version of me. Realistically speaking that is not really feasible, but we will give it the old college try anyway. I am so sorry, Happy October.

Farewell, Lord Yupa! ride like the wind.

Y'know because I am going to be setting up my awards show for the beginning of next year I wanted to know what all categories for nominations would people like to see? Of course the obvious ones like Best Vtuber, Best Rigger, Best Artist, Best Variety Streamer, and Hidden Gems. But I do want to do Recognized Achievements, Best Rebrand, and even doing ones like Best Clipper, Best Mod, Best First Time Chat, and Best Video Editor. So what ideas do y'all have for categories? 🫵💀

I love yall don’t forget that, I will always love you.

Goodnight Cousin, love you baby boy 🙏🏾💔

If I can get 10 more clients for my £100 for unlimited short form clip edits for the month (must provide the clips I don't vod scrub) it will get me out of my overdraft and back into the positive. If you know ANYONE who needs a clip editor please please send them my way!! ♡ I can't keep living in my overdraft and not being able to afford heating and food. If you'd like to help without this service I do have a Ko-Fi! ko-fi.com/koalateaej

an update its taken me a long time but i can finally walk up and down stairs

Numerous wildland crews from other regions are coming to SoCal’s assistance, if you or loved ones are in the area it would be wise to remain aware of your surroundings, listen to local authorities and if the order to evacuate is given do not think twice about it. TAKE PETS! 🚒

Watch the Grand Theft Auto VI Launch Trailer, featuring the debut of “Flower in a Hurricane" from original score composers Justice feat. Tame Impala, SZA, and King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard. Grand Theft Auto VI arrives November 19: rockstargames.com/VI/ps5

It birthday.

He doesn't want you to know this, but, he is streaming. twitch.tv/hazmatvt

Was at a smoke shop, youngster is in front of me exchanging something and goes to the cashier “you’re very beautiful by the way” He’s walking past me out the door mean mugging and I say “how you doin boss” and he’s all like “yeah wassup wit U mf” Brotha you are being primitive right now, you are starving.. I have Miku on my shirt, does it look like I’m prepared to die over a woman I don’t know? because I am not. Besides I do carry so hey, let that lust put you 6ft under if you want to 🙏🏾

Hotaru Koi (ほたるこい)(Firefly, Come) Live2D Animated Music Video youtu.be/Q2x2pvO5IUU I've been messing with Reaper and DaVinci and needed a vocal sample for something, so I picked a song I learned as a child. Hotaru Koi is about fireflies, so I used Irasutoya's firefly squid asset and made it firefly squid themed instead. Irasutoya has a ton of cool assets, highly recommend checking them out.

A lot of people have been asking how my new model works, so here's a breakdown of the technology behind it all!

I'm being put on trial -- I mean, interviewed -- live on Twitch by the one and only Tricko tonight. I won't be streaming my end because I am not smart and don't know how, so to watch and get some EXCLUSIVE behind the scenes info about my projects, you've gotta watch Tricko on Twitch. See you there! twitch.tv/trickcottv

It’s been awhile since I was able to do one of these for somebody but I drummed up the energy today. I will always love you @ironmouse, congratulations on a marathon well done, and thank you for introducing me to the wonderful world of VTubers.

Streamers: DO NOT update Aitum. This messed up my OBS so badly. I cannot fit the canvas in the center at all, and it is terrible. I have zero clue how to revert it.

I see VTubers have discovered the streamer shout feature, all 5 trillion of you..at the same time. Lord have mercy dude.

While we all love Spooky month, October is also Breast Cancer Awareness month 🎀 Anyone can get Breast Cancer. Please check yourself and if something feels off, please see your doctor. It could save your life. It saved mine. Let's turn 1 in 8 into none in 8 🩷

My kitty was diagnosed with lymphoma yesterday so I've been a bit listless as I grapple with the reality of what that means and the fact that I have no idea how much longer we have with her. Pre-grieving someone who is still around for an undetermined amount of time is so odd.