Okay, let me set the record here because I know some may misjudge me based on my avatar/recent pictures. This is just an info dump, not yelling or targeting interactions I've had with anyone, I just like being as transparent as I can be. Please read the comments:

Aggressively thinking about picking someone up and using them like a fleshlight... Even after a few hours of "fun" my mind is still wondering off for more. --- The truth: Most of my "horny thoughts" posts are for show to give others entertainment and work around ideas for themselves. As I've stated many times, I'm not sexually active 24/7 like some others. I honestly don't care how someone views me, seeing this all started just for attention to make myself feel better. I'm past that point, have been for awhile. I mostly keep doing this because I like to entertain and meet a few others that like doing the same. But as of late, the posts mostly for entertainment are just fully turning into actual thoughts and needs. Between seasonal depression, depression leading into cravings of dopamine, coupling with the unholy urge to wanting to physically be with my partner... my mood has been drastically effected. And making things worse is work; coming home every night tired and to exhausted to even warrant putting on full-body, let alone putting on a headset because of technical problems (because fml i still run a Rift S and likes to crash if it's taken off longer then 3 minutes), these urges are driving me mad. I genuinely don't know where I'm going with this because my head is in such a damn tail-spin. Hell, even using the term "tail-spin" just sent my mind into a thought of grabbing the base of a tail and ripping them back hard onto "something" very hard. Ready to walk myself out behind the wood shed at this point... UGH... Sorry/not sorry for the long winded post. I just needed to say something. -Codacus

RT @KrystalLewdpaw: Eepy birb is eepy..~

To the friends and family of @KrystalLewdpaw, my deepest condolences... She's not dead, but she's about to be.

I just want to get my claws on someone trying no nut... I want to abuse the fuck out of their holes~ If you don't want to cum, I'd have no problem dumping everything I have into them. Or just be so rough on them, they lose control without warning~ The cute moans some make, especially trying to "keep their cool" drives me mad. I want to bare down on them harder and force more out. Or even feel their heart race through my fingers, with them wrapped around their throat, receiving no mercy... To use one as a fleshlight with a pulse, over and over... This urge is killing me and trying to maintain focus and hospitality to others is basically null at this point...

Who you wanna see more of? (Usual pool for what y'all wanna see) If you don't see one you've seen me use in the past, post it down below. Or an idea of one and I'll see what I can do💜

Can't think of a title or story, soooo enjoy? 💜

Hit the point my head spins. I don't know if it's really bad seasonal depression, or just how pent up i am trying to maintain control around others. Tempted to just drop a link to a certain toy and let people go nuts with it when I'm off the clock. And the shitty thing is, my legs often hurt to much after work to even put full body on, so I just feel like a fucking lump. AAAAAHHHHH! X-X

Saying about the list of avis I'm weak for, I wonder if at some point I should do a list of ones I dislike, regardless of who is in them, for the lolz 🤔

Why are arkosharks and caked up spectrums (especially the redux) so nice to look at? I catch myself looking at them when they pop up in my feed. I know I have a weakness for a lot of certain avis, but it mostly depends on the person, more than looks. And with some of the ones I know... I'm not looking respectfully~ But rn, I see those two, certain types of pretty birdies, and others I'm not going to mention; especially since I've given my top 10 before. I want to grab a handful of their hair, lean their head to the side, and sink my teeth into the neck~ Penning them to the bed, wall, floor, counter, anywhere solid I can impregnate them on~ To feel their heart rate spike, to hear their breathing quicken, to listen too their pulse increase rapidly, the feel of them clenching as it's pushed deeper and deeper; slowly to feel every inch of their insides~ .... I'm just a simple needy demon. Is it so wrong to want such a creature to hunt, use, and claim~? Heheheheh~

Happy Pumpkin Fuckin day you sexy degenerates~! And if you don't celebrate Halloween, happy Saturday! Nothing more fun then a costume that makes you incognito and having fun with others~ Stay safe and sexy out there~

*sigh*... Even tho I feel better, I don't feel it... I barely wanna touch my headset, I haven't touched a texture, I barely even touch other games... Looking at my photo library, I've taken 5 photos all month; none of which are even mine. Feel like I'm failing tremendously on every front, because of my mood. I've let down friends I promised and wanna see, let down the wonderful people on HoneyPlayBox because of my falter at streaming, and I let down the people that come here looking for content. I'm not looking for sympathy, not looking for hugs or warm dms. I'm just speaking my mind as to what's going on and being apologetic about it... I wanna be better, I wanna feel better, I wanna do better... and I'm just struggling hard. Just... please forgive me, and sorry for rambling. Stay safe and sexy out there, -Codacus

These moods are getting old. At work: needy, wanting to [insert sexually pent up thoughts here], get textures done, think about photo ideas, wants on vr. At home: don't do shit, lays in bed, does house work when I am up, gets green out high, passes out mid jerk wanting cuddles and used. Ugh... can't win.. (Pic, just cause derp)

RT @KyounekoZakira: Alittle fun alone wishing you where this toy instead #tittytuesday

There are some people I want to cuddle, kiss, and hold dearly for hours on end. Others I just want to violently rearrange their organs until shaped into the perfect mold of my own member, and left as a mess on whatever surface they was pinned too. And the very few... I want to do both too~💜 Hold them dearly, for the moment because they mean so much. And then ravage their insides until both are lost in our own fog, only to be tired and cuddle more. These are the ones that mean the world to me and more. Thank you, for being you💜 -Codacus

I'm live on @joystickxxx Come Say Hi 😀🕹️ #nsfw #furry #pansexual joystick.tv/t/u/codemonkey15…

Gonna be doing a short stream tonight on joystick within the hour. Only 2 hours long loosely. Wanna test some... "stuff" ;p Hope to see some of y'all there~

The urge to slap it against someone's face, rubbing it all over them before the inevitable throat fuck.. been off vr for to damn long..

Guess who's finally feeling somewhat better!? This Zear! I'll eventually get back into the swing of things, plus a lil bonus coming in the coming days. Stay safe and sexy out there, Codacus💜

Really wish this avi didn't get fucked to hell and back when I was trying to add something to it last year... haven't had the drive to redo it. But, oh well. It had a small run.

RT @CMQAfterHours: Up here~ Greetings, youthful traveler. Not many wonder this way. Tell me though, do you have anything to eat~? As you ca…