Were you ever truly immersed in a thing?
This is when we are most joyous, time cease to exist, future and past dissolve, problems fade.
But then something happens..
The World asks us - how useful is what we are doing?
The World tells us how pointless what we are doing is.
The World tells us there are better things out there.
Then the mind takes over.
Thoughts emerge.
“Maybe I am wasting my time.”
“Maybe there are better things out there.”
“Maybe I am missing out on opportunities”
“Maybe I need to give to the World.”
“Maybe I need a purpose.”
Subsequently, we are removed from a complete moment of peace when we were immersed in the thing, into absolute terror, unrest and anxiety. Into the rat race.
We do win, we get money, fame, accolades but something still deep down feels .. out of place.
The next time you want to do something, if you see those thoughts emerge, remember that you are in the rat race. Perhaps consider breaking out of the race.
Go through the desert, in the dark, and walk alone.