My very first 3D renders, 1998. Created with Adobe Dimensions (90s version had an "s") and Bryce. I used Bryce for years after this, mostly because it was what i could afford.
Indecision can often be mistaken for a safe place. But it's not sustainable, that false balance. You either go for the prize or you don't. It's going to be a bit of a mess either way.