"decision point
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the barkley fall classic,
like its namesake, the barkley marathons,
is not designed to nurse you to a finish.
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it is designed to push you to your absolute limit...
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and then to give you the opportunity to push yourself beyond.
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this year's decision point was particularly cruel.
after absorbing a brutal beating,
the athlete finds theirself at the base of a frightful climb.
the athlete in the picture has just begun an ascent of 2000 feet (610 meters) in 0.8 miles (1.3 km).
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the choice is:
call it a day with a marathon completion right there
and walk away
or; start that climb and sacrifice the marathon finish:
all or nothing when you continue;
a 50 km finish or a dnf!
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to make it worse,
there are TWO MORE climbs just as punishing between here and the finish.
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needless to say,
more athletes quit here than went on.
many really were "finished"
the aid station at the turnaround looked more like a battlefield triage than an ultramarathon aid station.
they had already covered 24 miles (39 km) with more than 10,000 feet of climb (3000 meters)
much of it on unmaintained trails choked with brush, vines and briers.
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particularly inspiring were the ones who chose to attack that climb as the time limit for continuing drew near.
they knew that the odds of even making it to the top of the rat jaw were slim.
that in all probability they were doomed to a DNF.
but they were determined to fight to the very end.
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this is what keeps me coming back to put this on again and again.
i have had the privilege of seeing some of the best athletes in the world
putting on performances that will go down in history.
but greatness is not confined to the athletes with exceptional physical gifts.
greatness comes from the heart.
every one of us has greatness in us.
greatness is responding to the challenge when everything in us says it is time to give up.
that moment at the decision point is what athletes come to the BFC to experience.
we cannot really know what we will do at that moment
unless we actually face it.
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jackie milzman sent a kind note to us (steve durbin is the other half of putting on this event) after the race:
"I have never had to dig as deep as I had to for that race, from the very first minute. Then coming into the decision point with two minutes to spare, knowing there was reasonably no way I’d have time to finish and having rat jaw ahead of me, and still getting back out there, and making it up rat jaw again to the fire tower, did something to my insides that I can’t put into words. I didn’t get the finish but I don’t think I’ve ever felt more proud of a DNF"
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"i had snapped a picture of one of the last athletes starting up that monster,
and thought maybe it was jackie.
it wasnt, but this athlete is equally a hero in my eyes.
and represents all the ones who never gave up,
even tho they knew they were throwing away a sure finish
in exchange for a horrible ordeal in fighting to the last minute..
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and facing almost certain defeat.
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but you will never know,
if you dont try!
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a race director's job is to provide the athlete a venue in which to find greatness in themselves.
jackie, this unnamed athlete in the picture,
and many others
found greatness in themselves yesterday...
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it was a privilege to be there to see it." - LAZ