I’m sorry. I know I might lose followers because of what I’ve said, but honestly, I’m not here for the numbers. I never started this account to become popular or to collect followers. I started it because I love Dean’s work and wanted to share that with other people.
But I’m tired. Really tired. Lately I’ve realized that I’ve been putting way too much pressure on myself to constantly be active, post, find content, keep up with everything and make everyone happy.
And I don’t want my mental health to depend on a fan account anymore. I love Dean, I love what I’ve built here and I’m proud of everything I’ve done, but I need to remember that there’s a real person behind this account too.
I’m genuinely sorry, Dean. I hope you know that none of this changes how much I appreciate you, your work or the reason I created this account in the first place.
I’m not leaving. I’ll still be here, and I’ll still post when I want to. But I think I need to be less active and stop feeling like I constantly have to prove something or keep up with everyone else.
I’m also incredibly proud of Cainfinity, and that’s something I want to continue taking care of and putting my energy into. It means a lot to me, and I want it to remain something that makes me happy rather than something that drains me.
So if you see me being quieter here, please don’t take it personally. I just need to take a step back and take care of myself for once.