I am an ex pioneer commercial diver who risked my life for this country for 20 years, at least a dozen of my friends didn't survive a career fraught with danger and there were many more I didn't know.
We were obliged to use untested ex Nazi decompression tables that the Americans thought were a good idea because the Nazis were good at rocketry. What became known as the US Navy diving decompression tables became the standard across the offshore oil and gas industry from the 60's without question around the professional diving world. I suffered 3 bends (decompression sickness) in my career which was lucky, many of my compatriots were crippled or so severely injured to finish their diving career. Thankfully diving companies have ditched the US diving tables and developed their own in house tables that are much safer but only after being dragged kicking and screaming to it.
In elder life now 73 I suffer chronic arthritis, deafness, eye sight problems and undefined PTSD symptoms as well as alcohol problems (which I and my wife can deal with).
However all my personal problems fade into insignificance these days. I am now so ashamed of the country I grew up with, which once was so honourable, fair minded, generous and charitable only now to be told I am a racist, fascist and far right because I notice things are going very wrong by people who weren't even alive when I did my diver training in Plymouth winter of 1979.
I avoid the news now because I can't stand the horrors of baby rape, mass gang rape of children, the murder of young people on a night out, two tier policing, judiciary and politics.
I don't wonder why this has happened to a once great country, I am not so stupid to not notice the past 30 years of severe decline. The answer is so obvious Stevie Wonder could see it.
There's only one person who is actually the same age as me I'm ashamed to say, responsible, who should be locked up in jail for the rest of his miserable life and the key deep sixed.
Tony fucking Blair. 😊