Please,
@ManCity, just win this and give us supporters the apology we deserve.
And honestly, some people at the club need to leave regardless. The damage has already been done.
Because the reality is, we could now be looking at another two or three years of our club being dragged through the mud.
That would mean 10 years of this club constantly having to deal with legal cases, accusations, politics and everything that comes with it. Iām exhausted.
As a content creator, I already spend enough of my time talking about Swedish politics and everything going on there on my TikTok. This account was supposed to be my escape from all of that.
It was supposed to be where I could talk about Manchester City, football, matches, players and the things I actually enjoy.
Instead, Iām now potentially looking at having to deal with this for years as well.
And thatās what hurts the most.
Weāve already been dealing with this for three years.
Three years of waiting, arguing, defending the club, seeing headlines, seeing people talk about us and constantly having to explain ourselves.
And now, just when we finally reached the appeal stage, it looks like we could be waiting even longer.
Iām not going to lie this has completely killed my motivation for this accountā¦.never thought Iāll ever say it.
Things have been going so well for me here and on TikTok.
Iāve been enjoying creating content again. Iāve been enjoying the community.
Iāve been enjoying talking about football.
And now Iām sitting here wondering whether I even want to continue.
I have a genuinely difficult decision to make, and Iām going to take a few days to think about it properly.
Before the international break is over, before the Liverpool game, Iāll decide whether Iām going to continue with this account or take a complete break.
If I do take that break, Iāll remove the blue tick and step away from everything until this situation has either calmed down or, preferably, the entire appeal process is finally finished and we can move on with our lives and talk about football again.
Because there is a limit.
Iām a Manchester City supporter.
I want to talk about football. I want to celebrate wins, complain about performances, discuss transfers, talk about our players and enjoy supporting my club.
I donāt want to spend the next three years talking about lawyers, court cases and legal proceedings.
And yes, I know you can support your club without being on social media. Maybe thatās exactly what I need to remind myself of.
What frustrates me even more is that this could have been the moment where we finally started putting all of this behind us. Instead, weāre potentially facing years more of the same.
Like I said, Iām going to think about it.
Because itās genuinely a shame.
Things were going so well for me. I had my motivation back. I was enjoying this again.
And now this feels like the final straw.
Thank you, Khaldoon.
I really mean that when I say this: Iām tired.
Weāve been through this for years. We went through it in 2020.
Weāve spent years having to deal with legal talk, cases, accusations and people constantly dragging our club into things that have nothing to do with what happens on the pitch.
And people who arenāt content creators probably donāt understand just how mentally draining it can be.
When this is your account, your community and something you put hours into every single day, constantly having to deal with negativity takes a toll.
I just want to be a fan.
I just want to talk about football.
And right now, I genuinely donāt know if I want to keep doing this while we potentially have another three years of this hanging over us.
Iāll make my decision before the Liverpool game.
For now, I just need a few days to breathe and think.