Down $5M today.
Lost $2.2M on the Chiefs, then another $2.8M trying to win it back through casino games.
I’m not even as angry as I should be. That’s probably the part that bothers me most.
The last few months have been a blur. Every win became content. Every loss gave me a reason to place another bet.
I kept telling myself I could walk away whenever I wanted, but somehow I always found a reason to stay.
It’s been a crazy run and I’ll never forget it. But at some point, the money stopped feeling real and this stopped being fun.
No big speech. I just think I’ve given this enough of me.