Started working on both ch 11 & 12. These might get put together as one big chapter, but I’m trying to go through my hand written notes & get them into the doc.
TW: poor self esteem, body image
The hardest pill to swallow is that I will never be a pretty girl. I’ll never be tall & thin. Having rock bottom level self esteem sucks so bad because I’m living in a world that doesn’t want people like me in it.
Sorry for the random trauma dump, but I feel ugly every. single. day. & it’s so incredibly hard to be comfortable in my own skin. I’ve had very little self esteem my whole life & I wish I could be as pretty as my self portrait I did…