You show up every day, you work 200% to land your first job. Hiring manager still went with someone related to someone who works there already. It was all for nothing. 9 months for nothing.
do so much volume that volume negates luck is one of the best pieces of advice I've ever heard!
something I'm trying to practice in everything I care about
thank you @AlexHormozi for this :)
I'll show this picture to my employer as a hint that I wake up at 5 AM every weekday to go to the job, and it's about time the results at least started showing up on the horizon.