Electrical engineering student (Undergrad-Senior). Train 🚊 suicide survivor. I discuss #Akathisia and #PrescribedHarm.

Houston, TX
You can save yourself from a lifetime of suffering by taking this one step: Never do any medical intervention/treatment/medication/procedure that has a harm group online, such as on Facebook or Reddit. The harm groups exist because there is no effective treatments for the harm.
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I will reply to messages later. This hospitalization sucked the life out of me. I would place bets that I have a month or so left of recovery. It feels like nearly dying from diabetic ketoacidosis with a sub 7.0 pH and the recovery associated with that. I have been here before.
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BTW: The nearly dying from DKA with a sub 7.0 pH happened a decade ago while incapacitated with drug injuries. The DKA was not my fault as it was in a medical setting—their ā€œcare.ā€ If you have immediately life threatening medical conditions drug injuries do kill in more ways.
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Note: I wasn’t in DKA this time around. I was effectively in ketoacidosis (although not quite officially based off labs but very close) but not the diabetic kind. It was starvation ketones and while I required ever escalating insulin doses due to infection, my glucose wasn’t high
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Nature won't judge you for needing a break. šŸ’™ Share if you agree! 🤿
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It is clear Americans cannot see the manipulation by influencers. The biggest social media accounts are compensated for their views.
I’m not surprised to see social media influencers coming forward to say they were offered money to push doomer messages about AI. These are well organized, well funded campaigns.
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This is a Chinese propaganda acct. For years, China pushed the narrative that legally-mfg Rx opioids & MDs were fueling addx. They also encouraged adoption of folk treatments like acupuncture & Tai Chi, for chronic pain, which they knew were inadequate. This ensured ppl would be desperate for relief, priming millions to buy their bootleg illict fent-pills, purposefully pressed to look like the medicine they lost access to. This was WARFARE yet the govt, DEA, & media covered it up because they knew the death-count from illicts could be blamed on ā€œbig-pharmaā€ (driving-up damages, which were framed as owed to the govt to fix the crisis they caused.) The corruption is mind-boggling.
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It looks like we are under the influence of the anticipated positive-polarity coronal hole high-speed stream. This has driven IMF field strengths (Bt) above 10 nT and wind speeds are now pushing 500 km/s. Some minor mid-latitude displays could be possible tonight (Monday).
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The problem is, those who want to ram this #assistedsuicide bill through at any cost simply don't care about coercion, about the dangers to disabled people, or about the possibility that women facing domest abuse will be pressured into ending it.
Government admits disabled people may face ā€˜subtle pressure’ to choose an assisted death, if bill passes – Disability News Service disabilitynewsservice.com/go…
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Aside from the fact that this is categorically false - Mladic was provided with a days-long honor guard by the Serbian military, and various other state security services - it is also morally repugnant. @Pinhopau is suggesting that the carnival of genocide glorification the entire world has witnessed in Belgrade over the past week, in which the most senior government officials, the public broadcaster, and even the Serbian Orthodox Church, have all openly participated, that this is all somehow 'not' evidence of the Serbian state institutionally deifying the chief executioner of the Srebrenica Genocide. It is an obscene statement. At minimum, the Commission owes the @SrebrenicaMC a formal apology, and should demand @Pinhopau's resignation.
EU spokeswoman Paula Pinho falsely claims that war criminal Ratko Mladic was buried without Serbian state honors.
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Can we call this insane?
EU spokeswoman Paula Pinho falsely claims that war criminal Ratko Mladic was buried without Serbian state honors.
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I am as anti-war as one can be. But, just know that the CCP is going to harm the American people and their entire way of life, and that the Democrats have zero intentions of fighting against this problem. usni.org/magazines/proceedin…
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Los COVID que estoy viendo con muchĆ­sima carga viral. Mucho cuidado šŸ˜°šŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļø
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For whatever reason, almost nobody in the west is speaking out against this. Very alarming and disappointing.
šŸ‡·šŸ‡ø Thousands came to Ratko Mladić’s funeral in Belgrade People arrived from different parts of the country. The funeral service was led by Serbian Orthodox Patriarch Porfirije. Mladić was buried beside his daughter, who died in 1994. The coffin came from The Hague, where the 84-year-old general died in a prison hospital last Thursday. Soldiers took it off the plane and draped it in the flags of Serbia and Republika Srpska. On the road from the airport, people held signs: ā€œHeroes do not die,ā€ ā€œThank you,ā€ ā€œWelcome home, general.ā€ Mladić died on August 27, aged 84, in The Hague, serving a life sentence for genocide, crimes against humanity, and war crimes. The tribunal convicted him over Srebrenica, where about 8,000 Muslims were killed in 1995, and over the siege of Sarajevo.
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This is why politicians can’t be trusted!
This paper answers why psychopaths keep ending up as CEOs and politicians. Researchers mapping out the mechanics of "successful psychopathy" found that corporate capitalism and modern political selection systems are not neutral. They are hyper-efficient filtering machines. And they are specifically optimized to select for the exact traits normal people find repulsive. Normal leaders are constrained by empathy, guilt, and long-term risk aversion. They hesitate when a decision hurts people. They feel the weight of collateral damage. Psychopaths don’t have an emotional brake pedal. When a company or a political party needs someone to ruthlessly slash budgets, fire thousands of people, bluff through a crisis, or project absolute, unshakeable confidence, normal candidates stutter. Psychopaths step right up. Their superficial charm, pathological fearlessness, and total lack of remorse look identical to "strong leadership" during an interview or a campaign. They weaponize corporate chaos. While everyone else is panicking, they ruthlessly manipulate the narrative, step over their peers, and take credit for the wins. They weaponize charisma to dazzle the board or the voters, and hide their emptiness behind a mask of high performance. The system rewards the ruthlessness, promotes them to the top, and punishes anyone who tries to slow them down with ethics. The researchers call it a feedback loop of structural decay. Corporations and governments built an environment where being entirely devoid of a conscience isn't a disqualifier. It’s a competitive advantage.
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I just got out of the hospital! I was hospitalized for 14 days, with 7 of them being on a critical care unit. ā˜ ļø ā˜ ļø ā˜ ļø
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Also, sorry I didn’t post while I was in the hospital. I have to put all of my focus on getting out as it’s dangerous for me to be there with drug injuries.
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Remembering Srebrenica UK's statement on the funeral of Ratko Mladić - 1/4
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Please warn your kids about this.
I was sexually abused as a child. I thought I knew pain, but I didn't know true pain, trauma and betrayal until I went to @NHSuk with my symptoms. I was 21 at the time, and didn't know I had been abused. But I was crushed by my emotions and didn't know why. I had been using alcohol to cope, and needed to talk to someone to help me make sense of it. Instead of being offered support to cope with alcohol, I was referred for #CBT. This did not help and antagonised me further. I felt profoundly misunderstood. My GP prescribed me #prozac. I later admitted the abuse to myself, and was referred for counselling. But when I got there, I was facing a bigger problem - I couldn't describe my emotions because I couldn't feel them. I couldn't feel my sexuality so I couldn't explore themes relating to the abuse. To my horror, this didn't resolve. I took Prozac for around 3 years, and when I stopped taking it, my emotions or sexuality didn't return. I initially did not understand that these were known side effects of the drug, because no one explained this. As well as carrying the secret of abuse, I was also in the closet because I was gay. I didn't have the chance to have a relationship with a woman until after prozac, but over more than a decade of psychological damage, I realised I was never going to be able to make this work because I have #PSSD, caused by past antidepressant use. Not only did #SSRIs take away my ability to process my trauma, but they also made sure I would never be able to experience emotion, sexuality, establish my identity, or have genuine relationships in my lifetime. If I had not gone to the GP that day, and instead continued using alcohol, I could have found an alcohol support group. I could have got the help I needed down the line, or found the power in myself to move on. But that option was removed from me, because assumptions were made and I was not given enough time or an adequate level of support to be able to uncover the abuse underlying my distress before I was given drugs. What does that mean for me? Nothing, because no one can help me. An apology won't fix my life. Can we learn from my experience? Not really, because the NHS are not listening to my feedback, and @DHSCgovuk dismissed my ask for support for people living with PSSD. This could have been easily avoided had someone taken the time to listen to me and understand my behaviour instead of judging it. bbc.com/news/articles/c0kl40…
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Vitruvias Therapeutics is voluntarily recalling one lot of thyroid tablets because they could potentially be superpotent. The high potency 30mg tablets could cause hyperthyroidism, or an overactive thyroid. thehill.com/policy/healthcar…
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I just want to say that and i was a good student full of life before long covid ... attending one of the most prestigious economy university in France ... Once I developped NEURO long covid I had less ability and worse trajectory in terms of disability than my dad that had a
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