New friends here simply don’t understand what I lost when I say I’m rebuilding. I’m a workaholic that’s made millions in my lifetime. I’m also an OG in the crypto community & don’t participate much now due to gatekeeping & vague threat posting by certain communities in it. I literally lost a small empire due to landlord negligence. I can & will rebuild. It’s fucked up though that a person can go from working their whole life to accomplish something to have it taken away by someone that was negligent & have no recourse but to hope you survive & fight daily through hardships you didn’t crate, to do so. This country & half the systems in it are SCREWED. I should be retired & helping others which is where I was when someone else literally took me out.

There are up sides to every situation. Find those.

If you were affected, maybe try him. He saved a lot of it. TY @0xQuit IDK what I lost yet. I only had NFTs but I cant even check from where I'm at.

Lord have mercy. I'm sure I've some nfts I should check on too. Check your wallets. I hate crypto. 😒

Trying to rebuild is impossible without independence. Health is everything it really is. This post is about human nature & survival & about "let them" I lost my independence in a car wreck & getting it back has been brutal. Even the friend I'm with has enjoyed my perceived downfall & doesn't want me to have my life back. That person doesn't know that I know this. I'm not in control. Being dragged around while my assets are being sold & I have no say where the money goes because it isn't my car. Feeling to give up but what would that even mean? Fill my backpack & walk away with my dog & risk arrest or losing him, or even starvation. Not an option. Homeless shelters are FULL so just stop with that suggestion ty. If you think our country does anything to help the homeless in any proper way, youre wrong. Unfortunately illegals get better treatment than our own ever have. Its weird, I used to be the one rehabilitating homeless. Now I'm here facing the same things they were. I'm glad i was there to help them bc I'd no idea how little help was really out there. Our government programs are useless. Maybe that's what I'm supposed to be learning here. I look for lessons & knowledge in everything. I get to make no decisions here in my current situation. Literally NONE. I'm either in a car that I'm not driving (shelter) or I start walking (outside no shelter or food & risk arrest) I dont get to decide where we are going, when or IF I get to eat, go to the bathroom etc. I have input but it rarely matters. Same clothes 3 days everything else is dirty or gone & a thrift store isn't an option because I get access to about $5 a day to care for myself if im lucky. Beginning to think the homeless street living option may be better. I know some folks here but people are the same everywhere. If you're down & let people know it, you'll get kicked like a wounded animal in a pack, be taken down by your own & killed. I see no way out for me at the moment without more dangers than I'm already facing but 👀open. I've tried so many times to rent a room, but dont have down payment & cant get it from the passenger seat of a car with no phone service. Most on X won't help even though they could, because I've been far too successful in my life & people are insecure kinda weird about helping someone like me. Some, like to see people like me (highly motivated turns shit into gold) get harmed or lose because it lowers the bar for them. Thats sad. Some people would rather watch, talk & chastise because it gives satisfaction that their own shortcomings or laziness are ok. Its not ok. If that's you, you're a loser. Period. Scared loser. Losers are losers & will always be losers. I will win either way. The difference is I'll remember how afraid some were that I'd make it back. So afraid they ridiculed me even to others to feel better about their own self. I will rebuild. Bigger than before. Starting with less than I ever have before & thats just gonna be all the more impressive tbh. Some will still be a POS for getting enjoyment out of what they THOUGHT was my suffering. I'm not suffering. Im observing & learning from the experience. You've never met anyone like me & dont understand my level of faith in God if you think I'm suffering. I see you 👀 If I was ashamed or embarrassed, do you think I'd be posting all this? This is real shit. Most dont even have the guts to be this real. I want you to see God work miracles through faith. So, take what you will from my experience. That part belongs to you. If youre getting satisfaction out of others suffering, you're WAY worse off than I'll ever be. Facts. How you feel about whats happening to me, should tell you something about yourself. What you get from this. You get to reflect on you & why what's happening to me, makes you feel a certain way. I love you. Either way. Even if i shouldn't. Have a blessed day X fam.

I'm at a kava bar. I only drink coffee here but I love the people ☕️

If you know me really well, you know my favorite place to hang out with other people is a ____ ? You'll find fun things like this, sofas & games but no alcohol. I look for these everywhere I go & they are awesome places for making new connections. Where am I?

Check this little guy out 👀 @grok what kind of caterpillar is this? My dog was whining the whole time, he wanted to eat it 😒

Unfortunately @opensea this is literal theft & a great example of why there's not mass on boarding into crypto as a whole. What happens in the NFT space matters. Everyone forgets it was the art movement that caused the bull run of 2021 It matters. This is literally illegal in business.

Losers need the gap 💯

You don't have to roll your window down. People need to know how to handle asshole cops on traffic stops. Stop being afraid to use your rights. First, you must know them.

What cutting expenses by $2500/month just to keep up with a fucked up economy, gas & food prices looks like 😆

People that are afraid you're capable of outperforming them, will not help you when you're down. Insecurities show.

God will sort this all out in the end.

I must have asked God for literally every possible meaningful & or emotional experience in one go round 🤣 its the only thing that makes sense.

Good morning from Florida ❤️