Idk, been feeling so left out lately.
thinking about what I’m actually doing, seeing people flex their progress and somehow feeling disappointed in myself.
I didn’t really spoil my first year. I studied, just not for college grades. But sometimes it still feels like everyone did so much in first year.
I know someone who was already working remotely for a US company in his first year....my friend says I’m way ahead of our batch but honestly, those people aren’t my competition. I have much bigger things in mind than just college grades.
but damn, I genuinely don’t know what the hell I’m doing these days.