Dear Jordan. I grew up protestant my whole life. Read the Bible virtually everyday since 6th grade. Read lots of Luther, Calvin, MacArthur, Sproul, etc.
In 2017, I began reading the ancient Christians, and realized they were Catholic. Then I read the Catholic Church’s teachings as articulated by HER. That’s when I realized virtually everything I’d heard about Catholic belief—especially with regard to Mary—was false.
Catholics do not, and have never worshipped Mary. Worship involves sacrifice, and Christian worship is and has always been the sacrifice of the Eucharist—Christ’s sacrifice offered to the Father—and that is only and everywhere offered to God alone. NEVER Mary. That would be blasphemy and idolatry. She is a creature—the most exalted of God’s creature, but a creature nonetheless.
Nevertheless, we venerate Her as the New Eve, the New Ark of the Covenant, the Daughter of Zion, and the Queen of the Messianic Kingdom of Her Son. As such, She is the chief prayer warrior of Christ’s Kingdom. As She herself said in the Magnificat in Luke, “My soul magnifies the Lord.” That is Her role. She always and everywhere brings people closer to Her son. That’s why so many Marian apparitions over the millennia have brought so many new converts, or increased devotion to Christ.
Since devoting my life to Her service, I have never known or loved Christ more. I’ve never had as much victory over sin. I’ve never been as willing to do whatever must be done to attain heaven. Because Mary is a goddess and I worship Her? Banish the thought. That would horrify me and Her. Rather, no one is as united to Her Son as She is. That’s why Her prayers are so efficacious. “The prayer of a righteous man avails much.” She is the only creature in history that, with God the Father, can refer to Jesus as “our Son.” That intimacy with Christ is why I venerate Her, and how She has brought me closer to Him than ever before.