Hey. Firstly, appreciate the honest and raw video. The sentiment resonates with me as it does so many.
I am an old gamer, almost three times your age, and have been a guardian for most of Destiny's years. Admittedly i have taken a few breaks, and i am not an endgame guardian, or a confident pvp player, but Destiny provided me a world to escape into, and be a hero that i cannot be in real life. I made my own memories, some of which i shared with my wife in the first few years of the franchise.
The hurt, the anger, the sadness, is real, and something only we all will recognise within the context of a video game. Appreciate you being here. Keep as strong as you can.