Today was a lot, found out we bought a car with no title when legally they have to do that, then my phone stopped working so I had to buy a new one, and now I'm scheduled for an ultrasound in two days.
Apparently I was the result of in utero absorption, caused by medical malpractice. I was supposed to be a twin, but she died and all those hormones and absorbing her resulted in me basically being a female with a birth defect(male anatomy) and going through male puberty.
I was supposed to be a sister, I was supposed to have a twin, I was supposed to be cis but a doctor didn't do shit and so I'm left scrambling to correct shit.
I was supposed to have an entirely different life with a person always by my side and I'll never have that