GM fam💚
I wanted to make this post because I feel like I owe an explanation to the people who have supported me for so long.
Over the past 1.5+ years, I’ve given a huge part of my time, energy, and heart to
@AbstractChain . I’ve streamed consistently, supported projects and communities, helped grow
@AbstractChainES , organized things for the ecosystem, and tried to always be present. At one point I became the most consistent streamer in the ecosystem, and the one with the most streamed hours. I’m proud of that, because it came from genuine belief and love for what we were building here.
That’s why being so inactive lately has been hard for me, and honestly, painful.
The truth is that I’m going through serious IRL problems right now. I don’t want to go into too many personal details, but things have become heavy enough that I’ve had to step away from streaming, from being active in communities, and from Web3 in general to focus on getting my life back in order.
Right now I need to put my energy into real-life responsibilities and finding stable work, because at this moment I simply can’t keep showing up online the way I want to. It’s frustrating, because mentally I’m still here, I still care, and I still have the same passion for Abstract. But passion alone doesn’t solve real-life problems, and I have to be honest about that.
I also want to say clearly that this is NOT me giving up on Abstract.
I still believe in this ecosystem.
I still believe in the people here.
I still believe there’s something worth building.
And I still want to come back and give it everything again.
I want to stream again.
I want to run more tournaments again.
I want to keep pushing AbstractES.
And I want to finally deliver PengPool the way I always intended to.
About
@Pengpool_Abs : yes, the development and mainnet launch have been delayed much more than I ever wanted. I know that. I feel that more than anyone. But I haven’t given up on it. Not even close. Progress has been much slower because I haven’t had the time, focus, and stability I needed, but I’m still doing what I can whenever I can. I still fully intend to bring it to mainnet one day.
If you’ve seen me absent, quieter than usual, or not supporting things the way I used to, please don’t take it as a lack of care. It’s not because I stopped believing. It’s not because I forgot the people here. It’s simply because right now I’m fighting battles outside the screen that need my full attention.
I know not everyone will care, and that’s okay. But for those who have supported me, watched the streams, joined the tournaments, believed in PengPool, or just showed me love over time, I want to say thank you. Genuinely. Your support has meant a lot to me, even during moments where I haven’t had the strength to be fully present.
I hope I can stabilize everything soon and come back stronger, with more energy, more focus, and more to give.
Until then, I may not be as active as before, but my faith in Abstract is still here, and so is my desire to build, contribute, and return.
I’m not gone forever.
I just need time to sort my life out.
Much love to everyone.
See you soon.