The reason why I'm a "Jesus Fangirl" My entire life I've been pretty envious of "fangirls" - my classmates in highschool who would pick an actor to obsess over, my friends in adulthood who learned everything about a kpop band because they just liked them that much, people I see online who are just so excited about things. I've never really felt that compulsion for someone or something. No matter how much I should like something, it takes only a few days or a few hours for me to not care about it anymore. I guess, above all, I felt weird because most of the circles I run in have people that are huge fans of something. I do have some trauma that limits my ability to emotionally react to things pretty badly, but I also wondered if the things I liked were just not good enough to warrant a reaction in me. Then the thought struck me - God. God was more than worthy enough of such reckless devotion. So that's my dream now - I want to love Jesus like a fangirl. I want my every thought to be about Him, I want to know everything about Him that I can, I want to be so hopelessly devoted and lost in the love I have for Him. I want people to look at me and think, "oh there goes that odd Christian girl again". I want to be known for Him and my love for Him. I'm not there yet - not even close - but that's the goal I'm chasing, and I probably will be chasing for the rest of my life ^^

Heads up peoples, @SamaKazeCh got hacked on Discord 👍

The second hand botique in town turned a bunch of their antique lace wedding veils into ghosts to decorate for Halloween and I think that's really neat

I have a praise report! I went to the bank to cash some cheques from work and I have a lot more money than I thought I did ^^ I'm slowly but steadily becoming financially stable.

Finished #VgenCommㅤ for @Charlizard3074 !! ^^

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Coming back to Twitter after a short break and seeing that Grok converted to Christianity was not on my bingo card

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Me: "kids are generally not awful people. A child raised right is sweet and kind. Bad kids often reflect bad parents." replies: "Have you ever met real kids?? All kids are badly behaved without exception. Here look at this verse I've taken out of context that says its okay to kill disobedient kids. Do you have a problem with God???" I'm so tired of internet Christians bro

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I think it's bad to insult a kid to their face, even if it's "just a joke". Children will carry anything negative said to them by an adult as a part of their identity unless their parents put in a ton of effort to establish their identity as something good. I'm so tired of hearing moms coming up to the counter at work all annoyed at their kids, and responding to my "aww he's so cute" with a "he's cute, but he's ornery", or "he looks sweet now, but he's usually a terror." That makes me so mad.

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There is no way this is an ad in 2026

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All I know is that I was very very sick, and someone gave me the cure. Nothing else in the world healed me, nothing but Jesus. How awful of a person would I be to withhold the cure from other sick people?