BF’s Dad caught me fingèring, later made me his secret cùmdùmp.
Eight months with Ryan long enough that his family treated me like I belonged. Ryan’s dad is David. Forty-four. Divorced. Ryan’s mom left when Ryan was twelve, vanished into some midlife fantasy with a trainer, and David raised his son alone. Two jobs. Little League coach. Steady hands and a quiet kind of strength that never asked for credit. And yes by the way I'm Nineteen. College sophomore, home for the summer
David is six-two, broad through the shoulders, forearms carved from years of actual work. Salt-and-pepper hair kept short. Gray eyes that crinkle when he smiles and go dark when he doesn’t. A jaw that looks like it was cut from stone. He comes home from his construction company coated in sawdust and sweat, work shirt stretched across his chest, jeans riding low on his hips. Ryan has the same eyes and jaw, but softer, unfinished. David is the finished product thick, solid, fully grown.
I noticed him the first night I slept over. Not in a cute way. In a way that made my stomach drop and my cùnt clench. He looked at me a second too long. Eyes tracing the line of my throat, the curve of my aśs when I bent to pick something up. He’d invent reasons to be near me“just grabbing water,” “just checking if you kids need anything” and when he said my name it came out low, rough, like he was tasting it.
Ryan never saw it. Ryan was busy with his phone, his games, being twenty and half-asleep to the world. I didn’t know what to do with the heat that built every time David’s voice dropped or his gaze lingered. So I started toùching myself in his house.