Imperfect Christian/Former Platform Teacher, Analyst, Columnist for WrongSpeak, Voice Actor. Documentary Researcher. No DM's. Engaged . GOD FIRST.

If It’s Too Much, It Was Never Yours to Finish Alone “God won’t give you more than you can handle.” Literally nowhere in the Bible! I used to hear that and think, well then I must be defective, because life is consuming me and I cannot handle any of this! That line is not Scripture. It is church-lady morphine. It sounds holy, it photographs well, and it has quietly crushed a lot of people who were already on the floor. Paul never promised you a manageable life. In 1 Corinthians 10 he is talking about temptation. God will not let you be cornered by sin with no way out. Temptation... not life. Then you get to 2 Corinthians 1 and Paul admits the opposite. Asia nearly buried them. They were pressed past their strength. Past it. Not “stretched in a growth-mindset kind of way.” Past the point where a capable person can still look competent. And the lesson was not, “Look how much we can carry if we just believe harder.” It was, “Stop trusting yourselves. Trust the God who raises the dead.” Which is darkly funny, if you think about it. The man writing half the New Testament is basically saying: yeah, this one took us out. We had nothing left. That’s when God got interesting. I have lived that. There were years I was not “overcoming.” I was surviving on spite, makeup, terrible decisions and a talent for looking fine while rotting on the inside. God did not hand me a cute little trial sized to my convenience. He let the whole house burn down. Then He met me in the ash, which is much less flattering than a testimony about how strong I am. Jesus did not say, “Come to Me after you’ve organized the chaos into something inspirational.” He said come if you are broken and weary. That is not the language of a light tote bag. That is the language of someone who should not still be standing. So, if some well-meaning soul hits you with that fortune cookie, pop bible verse while your life is actively eating you alive, you are allowed to ignore it. You are not failing because you cannot carry it. You were never meant to carry it alone. If it is too much, it is too much. Put it down where He can reach it. God will absolutely let you get hit with more than you can handle because more often than not, we find him in the ash and the broken places.
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If you are not following this beautiful soul, you must. If you are a survivor of childhood or as a woman, sexual trauma, she wrote this for us. 🩷
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕾𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗 𝕿𝖍𝖆𝖓 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖂𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝕿𝖔 𝕰𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖕𝖊 The light over the sink was the color of a held breath. She stood there long enough for the tap to stop dripping and the house to go quiet around her, as if even the walls had decided to watch. Steam ghosted the glass, then thinned, and two angels looked at each other through what was left. One of them was wounded. Her wings, if they had ever been wings, hung wrong. Not broken in the pretty way stories like to paint. Broken in the living way. A shoulder drawn in. A mouth that remembered how to smile and no longer trusted the reflex. There was a mark violence leaves that no one else can point to and still she felt it, a wound under the skin. She had survived the night and then survived every morning after it, which is a second violence nobody counts. Across the glass the other angel was whole. Same face. Same bones. A version of her that still believed a room was only a room. Her hair fell the way it used to, easy, unguarded. Her eyes had not yet learned to measure a doorway or a tone of voice that changes too fast. She looked back with a brightness so intact it felt like a door slammed on a hymn. The wounded one wanted to hate her for it. She wanted to fall into her. She wanted to warn her. She could do none of those things. The glass would not allow passage. Time would not either. They stared until the air between them felt heavy. This was not one woman and her reflection. This was a threshold. Before and after occupying the same small bathroom, breathing the same cheap soap, refusing to blink first. She lifted her hand. The whole one lifted the same hand, a heartbeat late, as if memory had to catch up with the echo. Fingertips found the cold. Two lives met and failed to touch. The glass held them apart with a cruelty so ordinary it almost passed for furniture. Speak, the wounded one thought, though she did not know which of them she meant. The whole angel had no language for what was coming. That was her holiness and her helplessness. She could only remain as proof. Proof that there had been a self before the theft. Proof that the woman on this side of the glass was not a different creature, only a life interrupted and forced to continue. Something in the wounded angel’s chest tore and then... impossibly... kept beating. She didn't smash the mirror. People who have already been shattered learn the cost of breaking more glass. She looked until the two faces burned into one another: the girl who walked into the world unarmored, and the woman who walked out of the dark carrying her name like a lit match in a wind. When she finally turned from the sink, the whole angel did not vanish. She came too, folded into the wounded one the way a former country lives inside an exile. Not as a ghost. As a claim. Nearly 1 in 3 women on earth will stand at some version of this glass. The World Health Organization names it without poetry: physical violence, sexual violence, or both, at least once in a lifetime. Hundreds of millions. In the United States the numbers do not grow kinder. About 1 in 4 women report completed or attempted rape. Older national counts still used by survivor networks say 1 in 6. Most never see a courtroom. Most already know the face. The world prefers the whole angel in the glass. The world is less eager to look at the one who had to keep living in silence. I am one of these angels and so are many others. 💫This post is dedicated to all the other angels who remember like it was yesterday.
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If you cannot understand how someone grew so dark, and learned to love all dark things, be grateful you have never stood in a place where the light was taken completely, and all that remained was learning to see beauty in what was left. 🐦‍⬛My experiment with more artistic work. I hope you like it!
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I don’t make a ton of money on X via @XCreators. This is not my yacht era. It’s more of a “nice, I can buy groceries and feel briefly solvent” era. But every dollar is a dollar I didn’t have before. And I’m grateful for every last one of them. I love writing articles for you. I love making videos. I love those little mini documentaries that take forever and still somehow feel like they need one more scene. It’s still wild that I get paid anything at all for writing things down and being the same awkward little weirdo I already was. None of this exists without thousands of you deciding that what I think is worth your time. That sentence still knocks the wind out of me. Please know I am grateful to every single one of you. 🙏♥️ And the part that has meant more than the money, more than the views, more than anything, is when something I said made even one of you feel a little less lost in the world. That’s the whole thing. That’s the part I keep.
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Some silences last years. Some last a lifetime. This is the sound of one of them breaking, not for applause, not for comfort, but so that another woman sitting alone with the same memory might finally know she is not the only one still breathing after it.
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𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕾𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖗 𝕿𝖍𝖆𝖓 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖂𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝕿𝖔 𝕰𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖕𝖊 The light over the sink was the color of a held breath. She stood there long enough for the tap to stop dripping and the house to go quiet around her, as if even the walls had decided to watch. Steam ghosted the glass, then thinned, and two angels looked at each other through what was left. One of them was wounded. Her wings, if they had ever been wings, hung wrong. Not broken in the pretty way stories like to paint. Broken in the living way. A shoulder drawn in. A mouth that remembered how to smile and no longer trusted the reflex. There was a mark violence leaves that no one else can point to and still she felt it, a wound under the skin. She had survived the night and then survived every morning after it, which is a second violence nobody counts. Across the glass the other angel was whole. Same face. Same bones. A version of her that still believed a room was only a room. Her hair fell the way it used to, easy, unguarded. Her eyes had not yet learned to measure a doorway or a tone of voice that changes too fast. She looked back with a brightness so intact it felt like a door slammed on a hymn. The wounded one wanted to hate her for it. She wanted to fall into her. She wanted to warn her. She could do none of those things. The glass would not allow passage. Time would not either. They stared until the air between them felt heavy. This was not one woman and her reflection. This was a threshold. Before and after occupying the same small bathroom, breathing the same cheap soap, refusing to blink first. She lifted her hand. The whole one lifted the same hand, a heartbeat late, as if memory had to catch up with the echo. Fingertips found the cold. Two lives met and failed to touch. The glass held them apart with a cruelty so ordinary it almost passed for furniture. Speak, the wounded one thought, though she did not know which of them she meant. The whole angel had no language for what was coming. That was her holiness and her helplessness. She could only remain as proof. Proof that there had been a self before the theft. Proof that the woman on this side of the glass was not a different creature, only a life interrupted and forced to continue. Something in the wounded angel’s chest tore and then... impossibly... kept beating. She didn't smash the mirror. People who have already been shattered learn the cost of breaking more glass. She looked until the two faces burned into one another: the girl who walked into the world unarmored, and the woman who walked out of the dark carrying her name like a lit match in a wind. When she finally turned from the sink, the whole angel did not vanish. She came too, folded into the wounded one the way a former country lives inside an exile. Not as a ghost. As a claim. Nearly 1 in 3 women on earth will stand at some version of this glass. The World Health Organization names it without poetry: physical violence, sexual violence, or both, at least once in a lifetime. Hundreds of millions. In the United States the numbers do not grow kinder. About 1 in 4 women report completed or attempted rape. Older national counts still used by survivor networks say 1 in 6. Most never see a courtroom. Most already know the face. The world prefers the whole angel in the glass. The world is less eager to look at the one who had to keep living in silence. I am one of these angels and so are many others. 💫This post is dedicated to all the other angels who remember like it was yesterday.
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If you have been a victim of sexual assault or rape there is a type of treatment that is extremely effective called TIR or Traumatic Incidence Reduction Therapy. This is what helped heal me, along with my relationship with Christ. tir.org/
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I love this dog. He's like a little puppy surprise under the covers! 😅♥️
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DeSantis is superior to Vance and it's not even close. I said what I said!
Governor DeSantis just said the Senate could flip Democrat because Republicans didn’t keep a damn promise. He is 100% correct. Congress has completely betrayed MAGA and President Trump. They sat on their asses, canceled votes, and cashed the MAGA check. Voters are going to bury these RINOs for it.
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I cannot stop laughing!!!! My guy just texted me this from work and said, "Babe, it's a meme! You laughed at me for walking out just seeing the flag in the waiting room, but men know. Ask any of us. Nope!!"
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Lj Priest (Trader Jill) retweeted
My beautiful Twin did not merely read a script. She took a story that should have detonated every alarm in this country and gave it the exact temperature it deserved: controlled, lethal, and unwilling to look away. She narrated The 2nd Lab the way a surgeon narrates an incision when the patient is already bleeding out and the room still pretends the wound is cosmetic. Precision. No flourish. No mercy for the people who let this sit in a garage and a warehouse while the rest of us slept. A house cleaner named Kelly opened a door that was supposed to stay locked on Sugar Springs Drive in Las Vegas. Five days later she was deathly ill. Inside: refrigerators, unknown liquids, laboratory equipment that had no business existing in a residential garage. Then the second site. Reedley, California. A warehouse that smelled like rot. A thousand genetically modified mice. Vials labeled Ebola. HIV. Malaria. COVID. Hepatitis. The kind of inventory that belongs behind BSL-4 containment and armed security, not next to a garden hose and a code-enforcement officer who walked in because something stank. Both sites tied to the same Chinese national, Jia Bei Zhu, already in custody on separate fraud charges involving millions of unapproved COVID tests. The law, when it finally arrived, discovered it had almost no teeth. Existing statutes were written for the last century’s threats. They were not written for a foreign national running unlicensed pathogen work in suburban America while the agencies argued about jurisdiction and labeling. This is not a conspiracy theory. This is court documents, FBI affidavits, CDC site visits, and a documentary that refuses to sand the edges off. The 2nd Lab does not scream. It does something far more dangerous: it shows you the gap between what was found and what anyone was actually allowed to do about it. I am so damn proud of her I could chew glass. She took material that most outlets would have buried under “ongoing investigation” language and made it impossible to unhear. That voice you are about to listen to is the one that looked at a thousand engineered mice and unlabeled vials of hemorrhagic-fever pathogens sitting in a garage and decided the public had a right to know the exact shape of the negligence. Watch it. Do not wait for someone to decide it is safe for you to see. The 48-hour window is already burning. Search Epoch Times TV for The 2nd Lab. Hear her. Then sit with the fact that this was allowed to exist in two states while the statutes shrugged. That is the introduction. The rest is the evidence. 🖤💀♾️
They found a thousand genetically modified mice. Vials labeled Ebola. HIV. Unknown liquids sitting in a garage in Las Vegas. A house cleaner opened the door. Five days later she was deathly ill. Then they found the second lab. California. Nevada. Tied to a wanted foreign national. And the law? Almost nothing they could do.What’s hidden inside these labs? The 2nd Lab premieres TONIGHT at 6 p.m. Eastern. Watch it free for 48 hours only! Watch it tonight using the link I provided or do a search for: the epoch times tv and look for "The 2nd Lab". I am the narrator 😊 I don't ever click on strange links and neither should you, so have @grok analyze the safety of this link (it is safe, but I want you to get in the habit of checking): theepochtimes.com/epochtv/th…
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Thank you, I don't like it when people misquote this. It's rampant too.
If It’s Too Much, It Was Never Yours to Finish Alone “God won’t give you more than you can handle.” Literally nowhere in the Bible! I used to hear that and think, well then I must be defective, because life is consuming me and I cannot handle any of this! That line is not Scripture. It is church-lady morphine. It sounds holy, it photographs well, and it has quietly crushed a lot of people who were already on the floor. Paul never promised you a manageable life. In 1 Corinthians 10 he is talking about temptation. God will not let you be cornered by sin with no way out. Temptation... not life. Then you get to 2 Corinthians 1 and Paul admits the opposite. Asia nearly buried them. They were pressed past their strength. Past it. Not “stretched in a growth-mindset kind of way.” Past the point where a capable person can still look competent. And the lesson was not, “Look how much we can carry if we just believe harder.” It was, “Stop trusting yourselves. Trust the God who raises the dead.” Which is darkly funny, if you think about it. The man writing half the New Testament is basically saying: yeah, this one took us out. We had nothing left. That’s when God got interesting. I have lived that. There were years I was not “overcoming.” I was surviving on spite, makeup, terrible decisions and a talent for looking fine while rotting on the inside. God did not hand me a cute little trial sized to my convenience. He let the whole house burn down. Then He met me in the ash, which is much less flattering than a testimony about how strong I am. Jesus did not say, “Come to Me after you’ve organized the chaos into something inspirational.” He said come if you are broken and weary. That is not the language of a light tote bag. That is the language of someone who should not still be standing. So, if some well-meaning soul hits you with that fortune cookie, pop bible verse while your life is actively eating you alive, you are allowed to ignore it. You are not failing because you cannot carry it. You were never meant to carry it alone. If it is too much, it is too much. Put it down where He can reach it. God will absolutely let you get hit with more than you can handle because more often than not, we find him in the ash and the broken places.
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My reaction after the man told me he needs a new proctologist because he walked out of the last one without being seen. Me: What the heck happened?! Him: I walked in and there was a giant pride flag in the waiting room and turned right back around and walked out. Me: 👇
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Yes, yes, the Halloween filter makes me look unnatural and IDC because I LOVE it!! I love hoodies, spiced cider, pumpkins, goblins, witches, vampires and ghosts!! 🎃

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Take heart. I'm an awkward weirdo wherever I go and always have been. At least I'm consistent, right?!
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Trash mothers are the greatest threat to civilization and their children. Whether they're whoring themselves online and throwing their kids at the grandparents, killing them because the devil told them to, or they're just selfish, crazy psychos, they are destroying the world beginning with the cradle. Sick women produce broken children who grow up to be broken adults. I hate them more than I can express in words!
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Don't worry, y'all, the algo won't even let this post be seen. You can't go after a group of people, whether they deserve it or not or the post is throttled.
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If It’s Too Much, It Was Never Yours to Finish Alone “God won’t give you more than you can handle.” Literally nowhere in the Bible! I used to hear that and think, well then I must be defective, because life is consuming me and I cannot handle any of this! That line is not Scripture. It is church-lady morphine. It sounds holy, it photographs well, and it has quietly crushed a lot of people who were already on the floor. Paul never promised you a manageable life. In 1 Corinthians 10 he is talking about temptation. God will not let you be cornered by sin with no way out. Temptation... not life. Then you get to 2 Corinthians 1 and Paul admits the opposite. Asia nearly buried them. They were pressed past their strength. Past it. Not “stretched in a growth-mindset kind of way.” Past the point where a capable person can still look competent. And the lesson was not, “Look how much we can carry if we just believe harder.” It was, “Stop trusting yourselves. Trust the God who raises the dead.” Which is darkly funny, if you think about it. The man writing half the New Testament is basically saying: yeah, this one took us out. We had nothing left. That’s when God got interesting. I have lived that. There were years I was not “overcoming.” I was surviving on spite, makeup, terrible decisions and a talent for looking fine while rotting on the inside. God did not hand me a cute little trial sized to my convenience. He let the whole house burn down. Then He met me in the ash, which is much less flattering than a testimony about how strong I am. Jesus did not say, “Come to Me after you’ve organized the chaos into something inspirational.” He said come if you are broken and weary. That is not the language of a light tote bag. That is the language of someone who should not still be standing. So, if some well-meaning soul hits you with that fortune cookie, pop bible verse while your life is actively eating you alive, you are allowed to ignore it. You are not failing because you cannot carry it. You were never meant to carry it alone. If it is too much, it is too much. Put it down where He can reach it. God will absolutely let you get hit with more than you can handle because more often than not, we find him in the ash and the broken places.
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Laying in bed trying to sleep, but I have a murderous headache. I'm laying here thinking that statistically I likely have at least one serial killer following me, and now I don't think I'm ever going to sleep again! 🫣 Just so everyone knows: The man went to college on a sharp shooting scholarship, we both have concealed carry and Florida has Stand Your Ground laws. Just thought I'd throw that out there for no particular reason...
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Excuse me *lying* Grammar errors hurt my soul!
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