I was born a hermaphrodite and nobody ever told me the truth that I am aware of. They also performed surgeries that were technically illegal. Everyone gets a gender choice and I've always been a girl. My identity is female.
I am sorry for anyone that was either forced or paid to be with me and I am thankful for the efforts.
My life could be absolutely amazing and what i'm talking to God about tonight will hopefully get this process completed. I've spent 40 years in the dark and knowing that I was different.
To my children: Mommy Loves You ALL. Liberty, Zander, Mason and Madison please know that I have been a girl my entire known life and I love ❤️ 😍 💖 ❣️ being a woman. My favorite part has been being your mother and I will always be your mother. Mommy loves you and i'm always thinking and wondering how your lives are going. We will be able to go on a trip soon and be together ❤️ ✨️ 💕 💗 ☺️ 💖 ❤️ for a few days.
May god be with us and may we not grow weary. If you guys want to talk or make music 🎶 🎵 and i'm allowed to ve around people, please know that I would really enjoy your company.
My memories are still jumbled so there are still mostly missing pieces of the story for me.
I'm realizing that this has been difficult for everyone and i'm not letting it really upset me. But this is all that I know. If you read this message to the end, I hope that you sleep well.
I'm sorry and thank you in one breath. Also I would like to find out the details about my life if anyone feels compelled to break character. I will be sharing my story here on X and hopefully with my X because he knows me well.
PSA: just know, we can bypass sexual contact. A friend will be enough.
Good Night l