no one knew about my health issues. stupid me trusted a few people with that information 3 years ago, but i’ve never once used my health issues to attract viewers or attention. i’m mostly trolling on my streams, yelling, joking around and just being myself. i’ve never gone online and made my health problems into content.
yeah, there were moments where i mentioned things because i literally had to. like when i was mid-stream and suddenly couldn’t see properly, or when i had surgery and had to explain why i couldn’t stream for a while cus of partners i had but i’ve never talked about the defect i’ve had since i was born. not once. i’ve never used it for attention, pity or views.
and now, out of nowhere, after 3 years, you suddenly message me about this just because you saw me streaming again? like what the fuck am i even supposed to think from that? why are you suddenly asking these questions now?
i don’t like pity. i don’t like opening up about my problems, and i usually try to deal with everything myself. that’s exactly why i kept this private in the first place. and now i feel pressured to explain something i’ve literally never wanted to talk about publicly.
so yeah, i’m confused and honestly pissed off. because this came completely out of nowhere, and i don’t understand why my health is suddenly a topic just because you saw me streaming again. do you want me dead or something? because the way you’re suddenly talking about this after 3 years is genuinely fucking weird to me.