they took decision for me no matter what I wanted. Good for you heinsey:) so that ended the rest here with the hockey chapter…i have everything about my life with all back up for it.. obviously not like this mess of a write up im doing now as im not in the best state of mind now and let’s say some things in my head. But just pointing to some things that are fantasy that people will judge for them selfs soon. Until then keep just saying and thinking that me bipolar just having a bit of fun in his head. Hate me. Do whatever already is happening while the whole world have followed the story about me and everything from mr sin bin podcaster have said all fake things and what has happened. All news papers have reported of him with no evidence or facts. Well sin bin went to my court hearing. He apologized and was pretty shook. Since then in contact with my lawyer and waited for me to talk to him which I haven’t. Well damage done and that reporting with everything that happened at the same time landed me strapped down in the suicide ward. Well this was going to be a short thing as I’m sitting somewhere that no one know alone getting ready. Doing something I don’t want to do in the hope that the attack against my family stops and they can have a future that’s safe and live a normal life. Reality is me just sitting somewhere breathing trying to not do a big thing about it like this I’ve seen all these crazy things against me to now more cases against to make me be silent longer. But only so much I can take. They trying to find a way to take away contract and make sure I don’t share a lot of these things. If I keep gambling and staying silent I risk that my kids are on the streets and something will happen to the contract that is a little of it that can make them have future and maybe be safe. Kinda have to act now when judge and lawyers fabricate stories that make it possible for them to serve me things that I don’t know and I’ve missed the court dates for pretty much all the cases that I’ve now lost. Don’t make a difference to me but you wonder why they would.. like that they don’t know where I am and that I haven’t fulfilled my obligations and been able to contact me.. honestly when I have my lawyer, power of attorney and few other people from start as well put in place to do this been there the whole time… I’ve given all that’s asked from me. All of them know where I was and it’s not hard to ask the people that handle for my any day wher as I talk to them as well. These guys convinced me to file bkk and they did while I was in rehab. They know the medications that was severe I was on and he know what happened to me and what the lies have effected me. Still claim all these lies in court. Judge and trustee saying that I’ve lied and all type of things.. prove it. How come none of the real reasons really is anywhere that I have told. This one is easy to show that it’s all a fabrication. Just confused why they didn’t even try to fabricate some that’s a bit harder to prove to jeopardize law license and breaking laws.. I mean saying they tried to contacted me since June haha.. I don’t have any messeges on anything since last year from them. They have talked to the people they started this with that is my lawyer and poa as well many many times. Unfortunate that I can’t figure out why they would take this chance,. Why media all report on all things but what is true. Like even remotely and it’s all narrative that I don’t understand would gain whoever is dong this. Wish there was more time and I could understand why this is happening like this and why not just destroy me with the truth. I’ve been a terrible dad and husband that’s the truth. But I love them so much and I wish I was stronger and was not in this position. But for them I wanted to give my all so atleast they can hate me for what I actually done. The chaos will end and hopefully my family gets consistent life and safety and this attack can stop. I’m sorry God bless you