i thought about killing myself in 2022
it's world suicide prevention day, and i've been suffering from clinical depression for years. there was a point a few years ago where i thought to myself that that's enough, my time is over. i have only told a few people about this.
i decided to keep going to spite myself and while i'm not in a position where i'm truly happy and don't think i will be any time soon, i am content with myself and adopted a more optimistic outlook on life, with my goal to do as much as i can to keep going and provide people with as much entertainment and joy as i can before i leave this earth. the past 2 years have beaten my ass financially and mentally (and physically in some cases) but i choose not to yield as much as my mind wishes to
it might seem bleak but trust me, if not for anyone, stay for yourself and be the best version of yourself- that's your end goal.💙