Nobody probably wants to hear this, but I feel like I have to tell someone because it’s been eating me alive. This isn’t engagement bait. This is a real story about my severe porn addiction.
I’m severely addicted to jerking off to my neighbours having sex. I live in an apartment with paper thin walls. You can literally hear everything: footsteps, them speaking, things hitting the floor. You can hear it all. That’s not all I hear tho. They have sex almost every day, and since I’m not really sexually active myself, I masturbate to it. I jerk off to them fucking and pretend it’s me instead of the guy, that I’m the one having sex with his wife or girlfriend. The noises are so loud I even try to time it so I finish at the same time he does.
Some days I get so horny I just lie in bed waiting for them to start again, sometimes for hours, until I either give up or they finally do. It’s honestly pathetic. I’m embarrassed as hell, and I genuinely don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve told this on stream more than once, but people treat it like a joke. This isn’t me trying to be funny. This is MY reality. If anyone has genuine advice, please give it.