Just a lil tweaker tryna trade futures... (full journey on YT)

September 2026 Trading Stats: Expenses: $14,987.8 Payouts: $11,020 Net: -$3,967.8 my credit score is crying atp 😭😭😭
August 2026 Trading Stats: Expenses: $16,704.50 Payouts: $17,190 Net: +$485.5 Yeah it was not worth chasing for a max payout on 5 accounts... cause i just kept crashing out hard (A total of ~12k was spent across 3 days☠️)
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as punishment for blowing so many accounts i'm thinking of getting rid of my affiliate codes to force myself to earn money mainly off trading dumb financially, but idk mentally it just feels like the right thing to do atp 😭
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FINALLY SHORTS YESSSS

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anddd we just pumped off NY open again...

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well missed the move up soooo imma just kms (in game)
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guess i gotta full port my accounts to make it back now 😤😤😤
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been getting a lil TOO lucky with my trades this week like i'm taking dubs on some mid/trash trades, so it just feels like the market is trying to keep from quiting 🤔
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the mindset of "it can't keep going lower/higher" will be the end of me
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i hate how i'm only "productive" when i win my trades and end the day in the green
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August 2026 Trading Stats: Expenses: $16,704.50 Payouts: $17,190 Net: +$485.5 Yeah it was not worth chasing for a max payout on 5 accounts... cause i just kept crashing out hard (A total of ~12k was spent across 3 days☠️)
July Trading Stats... Expenses: $19,216 ☠️ Payouts: $7,200 ☠️ Net: -$12,016 ☠️☠️☠️ Uhhhhhh first 10k month LOST from trading... ⚠️ PSA: don't double down on accounts and full port them for passes/payouts when ur down bad cause it just gets worse...
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glad i skipped NY session today🙏
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dw guys this is how i "trade" guess the p/l??
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anyone know if I can set a DLL on my credit card atp🫠
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ya know its bad when i'm just now eating breakfast after wasting the whole day on the charts...
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been having this nightmare almost every night that I leave a limit order on my fundeds and they're all blown when "i wake up" shii makes me jump awake almost an hour before my actual alarms🫠
i had a dream last night that the Nasdaq dropped without me... i'm trading even in my dreams.. am i cooked chat?
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took a quick short and we done for the day ig🫡
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nahhh pls don't have NY AM session be trash again pleaseeeeee 🙏
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ngl i feel like i do better when i’m scalping for 5 to 10 points 🤷‍♂️
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that fat pump up missed my long entry by a few points soooo ofc i crashed out 🤬 (didn't blow any accounts tho sooo 🫡)
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i'm glad i got my win and hopped off early today cause ts is disgusting...
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