The content creation world frustrates me more than any other professional domain. High school mentality is prevalent in all worlds, but it feels so much worse in vtubing.
People are so careless, heartless, thoughtless, so eager to take, take, and take without ever thinking of giving back or sparing a thought for those they've hurt or stepped on to get to where they are
It makes it real hard to remember and see the good in a world so constantly drowning in awfulness. One can only give so much before they have nothing left.
No stream tonight
Im not good
Tired of being told im too old. Not fun. Of being the mom friend and being the dump for everyone's problems
I wish people cared about me the way I care about them. A person can only be left on read and left out and excluded from things so many times before they break
This space sucks and it makes me want to quit sometimes
I need a night
Bye