Finders Keepers NYC

There was only one NFT hanging on regens restaurant @DestefanosSteak which was my OG Killabear PFP but finally I have replaced it with my own project and my forever @re_generates PFP. Thanks to @SHGFees for the gift and @KOWSKY_ for creating using his @alien_inks style 🔥. Might have to find a spot for all @AdamWeitsman 1-1s (maybe next to @tequilaolujo ) also a gift from Superhigh I believe.

This is @alien_inks.

The vibe is @alien_inks X NYC

Yeah. @alien_inks is forever.

Finders Keepers NYC. No Clues For This One. Good Luck. 🍀 🫡

Used AI to help make my new banner that displays all my NFTs. Just have to add my new Desert.EXE from @jabarlocker once it’s up. I think @veefriends Iconics would look epic up there too! What do you think, @garyvee

This is @alien_inks. They call me KOWSKY. I’m an Artist who internally balances an intense and brilliant Light with a deep and suffocating Darkness. All in the pursuit of Peace and Happiness. The signal attracts who it’s meant to attract. It repels who it’s mean to repel.

This is my Art. This is @alien_inks. I’m here to attract the people who vibe with me. I haven’t had an easy life. I don’t identify as normal. I’ve risen from my own ashes more times than I count. And if you feel broken, know you’re not alone, and we can handle the pieces together.

💪💪💪 love you brother ! Keep creating and encouraging others.

My name is KOWSKY. My brand is @alien_inks. I’ve fought mental health battles for my entire life. One of my trauma triggers is abandonment. When I feel abandoned it triggers all of these suicidal feelings and memories and thought patterns. I decided the day my daughter was born that I will never abandon her. Zero part of the logical and calm and in control, me, actually considers killing myself. But that’s not how triggers work. That’s now how mental health problems work. Once the trigger is pulled, I start fighting a battle against my own internal chaos and the Darkness of my own past. I relive the battles I fought to get to where I am today. The only people that are there for me are the ones I pay to be. I’m too heavy for everyone else. And I get that. But people like me should be able to have at least one friend they’re not paying that they feel comfortable coming to when they’re at the lowest. Someone who doesn’t see them as a burden. Since I don’t that person in my life, the best I can do is to offer to be that person in someone else’s life. You don’t have to feel as alone as I do. I’d be honored to hear your troubles. If you’re that person I know it will be hard to reach out. But I’m here for you.

This is @alien_inks. On the days where the pain feels like it is literally bleeding out of me against my will… Sometimes it’s just better to paint my feelings in red. They call me KOWSKY. I’m an artist. The Devil and God are raging inside me. And they have been for a while.

This is my Art. This is @alien_inks. Breathe Out. Breathe In. I’m a Lighthouse for those in the Dark. I’m not the brightest Light. I’m the Light that refuses to go out. I’m the spark that can never be extinguished. I’m the type of fire that can live in the rain. I don’t know how to reach Heaven. But if you’re walking alone in Hell, I will happily walk beside you. You are never alone as long as I am alive. I’m here for you. Whoever you are. If you need someone. I’m here for you.

This is my Art. My brand is @alien_inks. I’m raw. I’m intense. I’m expressive. I’m an Artist. I’m curious enough about what the future holds to use that as strength to fuel my reason for living every day. Stay Curious. Keep that hunger inside of you that wants you to know life deeper and truer and realer than you currently do. It knows what it is talking about. Follow it to the core.

Can you verbalize the reason you keep choosing to Live? If you’re enjoying your life, it may not occur to you to put it into words why you continue to choose to Live. It’s the obvious choice. But if you had to put it into words. Could you? Could you explain what makes life worth living beyond a fear of death that exceeds one’s experience of pain? For me, my number one reason is my daughter. Her name is Leora. She is the Light of my life. She is my number one reason for being. Number 2 is simply to satisfy my own curiosity while simultaneously spiting the demons that seek my soul. Not today demons. After all is said and done… After the rise. After the fall. After the calm. After the storm. I am the one who remains. They call me KOWSKY. And this is @alien_inks.