ive learned more in the last couple months than i probably did during my entire career in crypto
the biggest realization is that i dont actually want
@squeezerun to just be another launchpad
i want it to become a place where i can use everything ive learned and gained; tech, product, connections, strategy, distribution, whatever weird collection of skills ive somehow accumulated over the years... and use all of it to help people who are genuinely trying to build something
@Packratdotfun has honestly been a blessing in disguise for me
ive had more fun helping them, making intros, giving guidance, advising, solving random problems and watching someone else win than i have stressing myself to death trying to force every one of my own projects into becoming the next big thing
sure maybe an 800K ATH and 300K floor isnt the biggest cook and success or of meaning to me, but watching and hearing them be happy... that means something more to me than i ever imagined. the job is far from done and i cant wait to watch solana:6w1Kqb2rkT1oVLyMjrTV9QXJUwDDDmpNpGbGXpackrat turn into much more and break out of crypto ;)
maybe this is what i was missing
i dont always need to be the main character i can still be me, still be schizo, still build out all my weird thoughts overnight... still autist :3 <3
but i dont need to make every success about proving something to people who probably werent even thinking about me in the first place.
i dont need to treat everything like some competition against people just trying to pump their own bags and line their pockets
sometimes the best thing you can build isnt even yours
sometimes your job is just to give everything you have to someone who actually deserves the shot
honestly, i think im starting to enjoy that part more anyway
all of me for all of you <3