A couple of weeks ago, an old friend reminded me why I don't talk to him anymore. This depression got me and when people at the bar said let me buy 1 for you, this guy kept coming back. Now it's a late night cigar and just my thoughts. I'm so alone. But sober.
#oldgrandad
I like smoke with my wildfire smoke. Smoke em if ya got em. It's time to relax. I bailed on the job for the week. Kiss both sides of my ass. And blow me for good measure.
I could probably use some support right about now. Tomorrow would have been our 20th anniversary. It doesn't feel better like it should. 4 months seem like yesterday. It will be a tough one tomorrow. If you can spare a prayer and thought, I'd sure accept it. Thanks.
It was a busy day. Cemetery visits took most of my day. But I needed to talk to both of my wives because I'm not doing too well. I wanted to handle the 2nd loss sober and I have been, but I just don't have it in me. This hurts too much. I'm really trying. I'll make it, I guess.
I'm going to go on a small rant. Singing with a twang about drinking with your bros in their pickup truck isn't country music. Most new country sucks. Its pop music. There is no heart and soul. No feeling. THIS is country music. youtu.be/nt5bryNuoSo?si=ufKB…
On an early summer evening,
On a bench in the city, I took out
A big cigar and fumbled for a light.
And my face lost all expression as I puffed on my fat stogie.
If you gonna chill with a cigar, Son,
Ya gotta learn to do it right.
It's been rainy miserable weekend. So I did a little shopping and grabbed the biggest cigar I could find that suits my taste. It was a nice 2 hr smoke in the sunshine. If I woulda relaxed, it was an easy 3 hr cigar. I just can't really relax anymore. My life doesn't have time.
I was having a good day. Trying to adjust to life without my wife in it. Some days are good, and some days I'm a wreck. I made the mistake of listening to some music. I guess I'll start over again.
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I was out smoking a cigar, and this group of white people were going around coercing folks to vote. They didn't talk to me. Why? I watched who they talked to. They were all black. These white Liberals are pandering and the scourge of this country. Racist scum. 1/2
I explained to my friend what they were doing, and he wanted to grab them and have them explain why they didn't talk to me. I opened his eyes, and he saw that all Republicans weren't what she made us out to be. He was pissed. He never he expected he was being used.
#eyesopened
I try not to be political on here, but this really pissed me off. I really wanted to go off on the first bitch and then her soy boy butt buddy. But I was the bigger person and didn't stoop to their shit. Goddam I'm still hot! Right in front of me!
It's Helicopter and Sauce Day. Even tho I'm not Italian, I celebrate every May 11th. Henry Hill would expect us to. Look up to make sure you aren't being tailed and keep stirring that sauce. Enjoy!
First, spell his name correctly...DAVID ALLAN COE...show some respect. His name is on all his albums and videos. Now, I'd never heard this version til today. This made me cry. We lost a legend. I saw him in a tiny bar 20 yrs ago.
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This is me in 95 or 96. This is the shirt that got the attention of the govt and put me on the Clinton Watch List. This was around the time of the OKC bombing which was a statement after Ruby Ridge and Waco. I've never been a big fan of the govt. But this was a different time.