I sometimes forget that I don’t have anyone in my personal life to talk to about what’s really going on in the world. It’s not that I’m lonely or sad. It’s just that there’s no one around who wants to talk about any of it.
It’s mind blowing how many people don’t seem to give a fuck about what’s actually happening, or about trying to find the truth about anything. Even after everything that’s happened over the last few years, and how obvious a lot of it has become.
I basically don’t have any real friends left in my personal life anymore because of this. The friendships always felt very one sided. My old friends either drifted away from me, or I drifted away from them. All they ever wanted to do was get drunk or go clubbing. The only conversations they were interested in were the ones they wanted to have. Sports, celebrity drama, gossip. Shit that bores the life out of me. It felt completely soulless.
The only people who think and talk about the things I do are the ones on here. It’s refreshing being able to connect with so many like minded people no matter who or where you are. I probably would’ve gone insane by now if I didn’t have this. It doesn’t matter how little we interact. I appreciate you all.