🇳🇿 bdd hpd catastrophe | mdni | @doorknobcat 💞

🏳️‍⚧️ she/her, 26
its odd boymoding when your face is clearly too androgynous to pass as male, and your body is almost as confusing, but your voice makes people clock you immediately people either treat me like they would a child or disabled person, or like a flamboyant gay. at least at first 🤷‍♀️
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idk if it’s an adhd thing or what but it’s very weird being depressed asf all day and then for one interesting event or interaction i can be instantly lifted into a good mood before slowly slipping back into melancholy
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i miss feeling small and dainty
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looksmaxxing is like astrology but for men
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asking him fuck me the way nztwt would fuck the kiwibank sheep
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i just tried to microwave some wendy’s burgers in the bag without knowing they were wrapped in aluminium foil. there was a small fire 😐
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20 months hrt and i have never been gendered correctly by a stranger 😃
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I WANNA FUCK 2HOLLIS 😭
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cluster b princess retweeted
every time i wake up after a night out
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this whole hrt starting age discourse is so upsetting but it’s also kinda funny how most of the people dooming about transitioning post-puberty still did so at an age i’d kill to have started at 🤷‍♀️
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turning 27 in a week and my life has gone practically nowhere, but i think i look young enough to pretend to be an age where that’s still okay 😶‍🌫️
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terribly depressing to know i will have to live the rest of my life with this malformed male skeleton
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kinda amazing how much worse your body can look from esteogenic weight gain if you dont get hip growth 🫩
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how the fuck do you build a healthy ego when u have body dysmorphia
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im so sick of being me
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trans woman in 2016: ITS MAAM!! me in 2026: pronouns? uhm yea sure, he/him is fine, i guess… oh totally yeah its like easier, i get it… haha no sure its okay, like just call me what you want… no its ok i dont wanna make a whole deal out of it… lowkey i do go by she/her tho…
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conventional wisdom being “drunk people are honest” “drunk you is the real you” like dawg idfk i say the most outlandish shit when i’m drunk i just be saying things sometimes it’s called humour 🤷‍♀️
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the one thing you are not allowed to do as a trans woman is be dysphoric. whatever you do, do not express your dysphoria.
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another day in my ugly hag life
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my boobs look so stupid
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