I’m in a weird space right now. I want to move forward with somebody, but I also feel like this season of my life is supposed to be about ME. I’m tired of getting comfortable with people just to end up disappointed. And I know everybody isn’t out to hurt me, but damn, I want to experience letting somebody in without having to recover from it afterward. Is that too much to ask?
Late at night, u start thinking about everything u pretend doesn’t bother u during the day. The people u miss, the things u wish went differently, the words u never said, and the version of yourself u are still trying to become.