You grow up your whole life in these patches of isolation. these patches get bigger. and bigger, until itâs the whole thing. youâre working on projects, hoping you'll get some sort of recognition. You get the recognition. You get the people around you, you get the girlfriend, and then, itâs a joke. all you wanna do, is be alone. you get too used to it. Expectations. you sit there fantasizing that they all leave you so you can road trip with everything behind you. Really, there's nothing stopping you. but here we are.