Rant time (might delete): I just feel so incredibly useless. I have very low self esteem and I really wish I was someone else. I know that I shouldn't be self destructive but I can't help it. I want to improve but I can't. I'm too emotional irl. I just feel like a failure.

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abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 5:53 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

I wish I didn't live at home but I have no where else to go and I don't even have a job. My life doesn't really matter anyway since I worry about covid too much. My parents/family don't understand my fear over covid/getting sick and they never will. I want to give up.

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 5:44 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

I'm not good enough. I am more alone than I have ever been, even with my online moots and living with my parents. I cry everyday at home and I want to stop that but I find it so hard. I don't feel good enough for my parents. They don't 100% understand my pain.

🐜 · Oct 7, 2026 · 1:58 PM UTC

🐜@looovelorn

when i say beauty is in the eye of the beholder

🐋 Mary Grace 🐳 RE ERA @soapyabrams

Oct 6

Can't staring at him of how Beautiful his eyes here

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🐜 · Oct 7, 2026 · 5:31 PM UTC

🐜@looovelorn

pls don’t say that about yourself oomf

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 5:39 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

Okay. I shouldn't have said that about myself. Sorry. 😢

🐜 · Oct 7, 2026 · 5:26 PM UTC

🐜@looovelorn

Replying to @deadautism

i didn’t mean it that way oomf 😭❤️

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 5:30 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

Sorry. I'm stupid sometimes.

🐜 · Oct 7, 2026 · 4:39 PM UTC

🐜@looovelorn

Replying to @deadautism

he looks like he literally wants to die

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abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 5:21 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

I guess that's fair. he looks a little uncomfortable. I took your tweet the wrong way 😓😓

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 4:32 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

I'm feeling mentally better now. I'm mostly tired but I will be okay. I have the doctors tomorrow so I am excited about that since hopefully the private issues I have had will be sorted soon. :)

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𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞𝔥 · Oct 7, 2026 · 1:23 PM UTC

𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞𝔥 @deaditesin

woke up my kid to get her ready for school and she starts crying saying she doesn’t want to go today bc something they’re working on confuses her and it makes her sad. so guess who is staying home today and relaxing w mama 🥰

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abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 4:03 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

Everyone deserves a mental health day, especially your child!

KenKen · Oct 6, 2026 · 2:25 PM UTC

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KenKen

@KensBestLyfe

Oct 6

We Don’t Talk About Him ENOUGH .

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@popcomes

Oct 6

Post an actor with range

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Katherine · Oct 7, 2026 · 2:12 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED retweeted

Katherine @hechingermovies

Me vs my letterboxd

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

Oct 6

me vs. my letterboxd

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abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED · Oct 7, 2026 · 2:00 PM UTC

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

If I can't do Bryan, I do have a BTEC Peachfuzz cosplay. And I mean it is BTEC.

abbey ☠️🩸// RE PILLED @deadautism

okay, I have asked my mum about cosplaying as Bryan for Halloween and she is not opposed to the idea, it's just trying to find the costume. Does anyone have a good idea on good sources to buy the costume?

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