hollanov au where shane and ilya have a nursing newborn. shane comes back to bed from nursing their little baby. he winces slightly as he goes to lie down
“You okay, Shane?” Shane nods while lightly touching his right pec
“It’s just, she only fed from one. This one’s still full.”
and when shane finds himself after a game, drinking away his sorrows from a loss, sitting a little too close to his rival on the ice, he doesn’t move. and neither does ilya. they don’t say much to each other. both know the other is in a relationship, what they don’t know is how
hard, like never before and desperately. Shane stumbles over the center console and into Ilya’s lap. The two of them fumble with their pants before they end up fucking nasty in Ilya’s car. Hands on windows and tangled in hair, breaths steaming up the cars interior. They’re both
so royally fucked because they both have the realization this is what they’ve been needing and searching for all this time. And they’ve just cheated on their loyal, perfect partners. And they don’t think they can go back after being with each other.