Occassionally multifandom | Castiel my little meow meow | Destiel loyalist | Wincesties DNI | BI/GAY Dean deniers DNI | Blocked if you hate Cas| Jared stans DNI
Destiel bestfriendism is equally important to me as destiel husbandism btw they're partners in crime & they share gossips & have their own inside jokes as well like imagine finding your best friend & the love of your life in the same person 😭😭
I know Misha said he got the note from Jeremy Carver to play Cas like a "jilted lover" but I can't help but think the way Dean is pining over the gas station is also like a jilted lover, then the next scene being "he dumped me" 😭 I can't help but see the parallel
Something about “prayers are just the beginning to some inner soul searching” and Cas being the only one he ever earnestly prays to (with the notable exception of his prayer to Chuck to bring Cas back to him)
as much as i joke that the way dean acts around women is very gay like that obviously doesn’t excuse his behavior bc gay men can be misogynistic especially cis ones. i for one am dean centric but i cannot stand the whole busty asian fetish thing bc it makes me v uncomfortable
+ and people still act like there’s no basis in canon for Dean to be in love with Cas and to want a happy future with him, something different to the life he’s always lived.
instead of dying before his time on a hunt at 41 years old
all because… gay?
+ and at this point had been on his knees confessing to his best friend that he needs him, prayed to him countless times (the same as begging, in Dean’s words), had shown him strong acts of devotion like searching for him for a year in purgatory and preserving his trenchcoat +
+ and that there are existing “people, feelings” in his life that he “wants to experience differently than he had before or maybe even for the first time” when the show was both severely lacking any (explicit) love interests for Dean at the time +