nestas entire arc being yearning… yearning to fix things with gwyn.. with cassian, yearning to find her purpose and why she still doesn’t feel like she belongs but all with no anger in her heart im so emotional
“I think changing that chapter’s thesis will actually contradict her overall thesis in this book, but she doesn’t agree. She never agrees, even when it’s to her own advantage.”
“I spent months in agony you know. Months of agony knowing that she was my mate and she was sharing someone else’s bed.”
“It destroyed a part of me to know she was with someone else.”
“But I would not wish the pain that I felt during those months on my greatest enemy”
I can’t with these comments. Elain is nearly mute and constantly crying. Doesn’t want to make a decision or face consequences of her actions. Wow what a beautiful vision. I personally started to loathe Elain after that pathetic performance, but you do you 😵💫
the parallels between these two moments. you can’t tell me that sjm using the same kind of language to describe both az and feyre’s subconscious screaming at them to realize that they’re making the wrong choice wasn’t intentional.