Today was honestly incredibly overwhelming because I was adopted by a bunch of super cool renaissance internet uncs
Like I’m living in a new city, with no investor funding, running purely on belief, paying rent with my past summer internship money because my parents won’t support me financially, just “divorced” my cofounder (no bad blood) but continuing to work on my mission, ON MY 2ND GAP SEMESTER from a university I’m probably now estranged with plus a bunch of other kids judging me, other youngsters getting into yc and I’m trying not to be jealous of the prestige and focus on my mission, managing 500 bajillion tabs digging into an idea I’ve seen no one do, trying to patterns in history to see if there are any hints as to why it might work out, knowing I should be building instead, but there’s so much to learn and so much to do, AND IM DOING IT ALL ALONE
I’m alone, and I’ve been alone in my ways and beliefs and mindset for a very long time now, from high school to university to internships
And to a degree, I’ve learnt that my loneliness can be a good thing because it means I’m special
But today, I got to be a little less alone
With a chance encounter on an airplane, leading to the most heartwarming introduction I’ve ever been honored with,
I am now in a part of the Internet with people I didn’t know I was searching for my entire life
This is all incredibly overwhelming for the best reason because I feel like I’ve just discovered the minecraft mushroom island of humanity
I’m 20 years old, I had to take a walk outside to digest everything that has happened in the past few days, and while I’m terrified on so many levels, I cannot help but be thankful for my new friends :))
I am living the dream because I am chasing my dreams and today was a beautiful example of exactly that
Thank you
@maebichka for introducing me to so many ambitious friendly nerds 🫶