I QUIT posting my art for a multitude of reasons, and I do not want to interact with half of you again, unless my presence is sincerely necessary.
Recently, I have had a lot of things going around, and I have acknowledged my mistakes, tried my best to improve, and work as hard as I can to be a good person, for not just me and my friends, but for everyone.
However, the youshouyan community has taught me nothing but how hypocritical everyone can be. Just this month, I have received over 50+ death/SA threats, attempts for people to get me off every platform that has helped me improve, and weirdly enough, a stalker who flirts with me on my own strawpage.
I purposefully kept the evidence that clears my name multiple times, due to my wish to keep these people safe from the harm that you all have inflicted upon me, but I won't pretend like it has not devastated my mental health significantly.
Many of the cases that has been put against me is INACCURATE, and I have been forced to bear the burden of many peoples' false claims, because I do not want more people to suffer due to my previous actions. To the facts that are held against me, I, without a doubt, will admit to it. However, I cannot just forget that people lied just to do me wrong.
I wanted to draw, and learn to be a better person from my past rape/grooming cases that caused me to develop multiple neurological and mental issues. I did not intend to hurt other people.
I hope you all understand, and if I ever end up making a new account and post again, please simply block and move on. You all have hurt me to the brink of suicide, and I do not want you in my platform. Please leave me alone, I am getting professional help. You are not a hero for killing me off.
Do not harass my friends , they are the reason I am doing much better now.
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