The worst part is when it’s almost entirely your fault. Everyone knows how it feels when things go wrong outside your control, but when it’s because of you? When it was easily preventable and wouldn’t have happened at all without your own stupid decisions???
Literal torture
I am a firm believer that a friendship ending badly can be traumatic. I say this as I am realizing my friendship that ended badly 2 years ago is causing me to overthink my current relationships… there’s a constant fear of messing up that I can’t shake