I don't know how to say this or who I'm even saying this to. Yesterday my father passed away. I was by his side and I have truly never felt more useless in my life as there was nothing I nor anyone else could do for him as his lung cancer slowly robbed him of his ability to breathe. I still don't know how to process everything. I've known that this day was coming for a year and I've held on to that knowledge while quietly grieving, wishing that it could somehow go away. Nothing in life prepares you for this moment even if you know it's coming. It's easy to forget that while you live your life, time passes by and your parents are still ageing. Then one day you get that phone call and everything changes forever. If your folks are getting old, get them regularly checked up. Make that doctor's appointment that you've been putting off. Take yours and their health seriously. I didn't get a chance to save my dad because by the time we knew anything was wrong it was already a stage 4 diagnosis. This is a reminder to tell your parents you love them, and if you're from NZ or Aus, give your dad an extra big hug for me this weekend on Father's day. Let him know how much he means to you. Beyond all that, I don't really know what to feel right now. I don't want to pity or feel sorry for myself but it's been a pretty shitty year where it's felt like everything in my life has been in decline. I just want to work hard on something that matters but everything keeps slipping through my fingers. Losing my father unfortunately added a very shitty cherry on a massive shit cake. I don't really know what I'm supposed to do anymore. At least writing this out has given me a bit of catharsis. Love you dad. Fuck cancer.

KroxZ whiteboy D.Mon got some motion 🧐

South Korea A Team vs B Team

No @smexy? This can't be the real UK team

This guy has godlike powers of sabotage

Did we just make history, is @Ow_Proper the first player to win @EWC_EN twice on 2 different teams?

Playoffs day today. We costreaming the big games right here: twitch.tv/avrl

Costreaming this massive schedule today. Live now come round 👇 twitch.tv/avrl

NRG vs Vitality grand finals 🔭

Went to the Arc de Triomphe and then hit up Golden Arches. Going to all the big spots in Paris back to back. 10/10 French food at this hidden spot 🇫🇷🍟

We're back for another year baby. First time in Paris 🥖🥐

Thinking about buying a kangaroo nutsack before I board my flight

Proud of these guys. I know how much it means to be from a small country in the corner of the world proving that an underdog can win and overcome all obstacles. Happy to have been on the mic to see you guys win.

It's time to call the action in VALORANT. Here are the voices that will bring this weekend's qualifier matches to life!

This bowieknife99 mfer is in my game 😭

Korea Stage 2 is already upon us. Big game day today Falcons vs CR and T1 vs Zeta. Live now👇 twitch.tv/avrl

New Plat Chat Overwatch released this morning! @cjayow blessed us with some player insight from Champions Clash as we recapped the tournament and the results. Featuring @Raelyni @imAVRL Produced by @slmnio 👑

It's Valorant time baby twitch.tv/ewc_plus_en