OG kpop fan since the late 2000s • Moonwalker since birth • Wonho • MONSTA X • SHINee (ot5 since ‘08) • BIGBANG • Jackson Wang • MJ • My hobby is fangirling.
Michael is starting to feel like an ancient figure to me, I can't explain. Like a famous person that once existed very long ago. It's weird to me coz I grew up on him and was old enough to fangirl him in the 2000s. But now the time btw him being alive and now feels so wide.
Like a distant memory. It recently started happening and I mainly feel it when I see images/videos of him from the 80s. I think its because I'm now over the halfway point of him being alive during my lifetime. He has been dead for more than half of my life now. It makes me sad ☹️