I place my left hand on your
face as though we were to kiss.
Then I suddenly shove my thumb
deep into your eyesocket.
Abruptly, decisively,
like drilling a hole
BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGTRfjdsgfgs im so tired and I DONT FEEL SO GOOD BECUSE I ATE LIKE 11 LIUTTLE CHOCOLATES AND DIDNT EAT ANY ACTUAL FOOD TODAY why did i do that. i dont know.
imhappy i went out for halloween and i felt not as self conscious as usual but mostly because i like having my hair cover me.. but i really really really love halloween and i hope i acrually get to doing a better more thoughtful costume next year and go to toronto but idk
remembered that everything i have and ever will love will eventually be aestheticfarmed on tiktok and pinterest so it can be spoonfed into the fyps of soulless golems that pretend to be into games and never play them or try to find anything by themselves
nothing is sacred
YAYYY AYAYA not a lot of stuff and lowkey grey loot I HATE COFFEE CRISPS BRW but it was fun and I love Halloween and some people said my costume was good and scary but I was really nervous at first
It’s nothing like Toronto though.. sadly not a lot of people actually dress up
I made my brother go in front of me pretty much the entire time because i was nervous that people wouldn’t recognize sadako and would think my costume was low effort and SUCKSD and im shy as fuck it was rmbarrassing as hell but after some people said it was cool i was fine .
I was going to wear my boots to be taller so it’d be creepier but im glad I didn’t because I kept fucking tripping on shit cuz I couldn’t SEE AHHSHFH but yeah some people didn’t dress up at all, I didn’t see any cool costumes except a Coraline and I complimented her it was nice:3
And the houses aren’t as well decorated, in Toronto so many front lawns would basically be like mini haunted mazes and they’d give out big chocolate bars sometimes and like silly Halloween candies like the creepy gummies and stuff, here it’s mostly just normal stuff but
Really wanna go back to Toronto to go trick or treating one year… i hope i get to next year but idk i can’t go by myself and my parents wouldn’t be happy with me going to the city at night and stuff but if i do I’ll go as mabel or megumin or something