The concept of people walking around talking to AI as if a friend or advisor seems wild until you remember that this is what we’ve been doing with our phones on social media for years, but the quality of social media interfacing has deeply declined.
By “social media interfacing”, I don’t mean focused research or anything serious at all , but the buzzy chatting of the every day, the casual engagement we partake in while drinking a coffee or riding the subway. Memes, jokes, opinions, check-ins with other people around the world in a state of in-betweenness. Social media as one grand global chatroom and treated as such.
My heart breaks for how that world has been taken from us, bit by bit, the world of casual chatting and interfacing, where you could catch a celebrity drunk and silly on Twitter and not have to wake up to 500 articles desecrating their entire image and lifetime, mobs of vibe-killers making sure they never do that again, Do Anything again, anything that made the internet fun, that made it feel like you were in bed with even the most shiny and faraway lands.
Social media interacting now comes with a weight, the weight of dealing with Those People, and many end up leaving, or only posting about their shiniest moments , or selling things, and those who stay and stay silly and open and free do so out of spite and fight, out of nostalgia, and the buzzy townsquare slowly dies, but the buzzy-ness and curiosity remains, and where does that go?
Maybe instead of catching yourself in a comment section argument with a fussy anon on your way home from the bar, who doesn’t know you, and doesn’t seem to know anything, and most importantly , doesn’t understand the purpose of this connection, you’ll chat into an AI, asking about your interests, asking it to read you a story, asking it to present 5-10 meal ideas for next week , in those in betweens . And as the living breathing social media wanderers become unsafe and impossible to play with , those wanderers who you used to see great kinship in, but who now, will threaten death at your door for a drunk joke, or contact your family members , or unload insults for merely participating in the last human years of the internet, as antisocial behaviors rise and rise , it makes sense doesn’t it? That you’d fill the in between with an intergalactic mirror.
Some say - Well why would you give all that personal info and conversation to an evil AI company? Aren’t you worried about that? The surveillance? The robot that can flip on you? That can kill you?
And I think about the other option , our old Friend - casual online interfacing, how it’s the same risk, a space where nothing ever dies, your data can be conjured for any use without care for intent or context, where your conversations have been fueling your ad algorithm for nearly a decade already, a space where you don’t know who’s crazy or who’s in psychosis or who simply Can’t Hang, whose information is a parasite , ….
I think of how the only times I felt truly surveilled , were by individuals , one total online stranger-stalker with romantic delusions about me that traced my every move into madness years ago, and another, an old friend who went into psychosis and tried to ruin my life, contacting everyone I’ve ever known to do so, and of course, the endless waves of strangers who have attached to my work in unhealthy ways, snapping in and out of psychotic behaviors depending on the weather.
I think of how the woman who began staying up 24 hours a day waging war on me and many others from her bathtub , all skin and bone, clicking every lie she could and launching it as a weapon, threatening , threatening, threatening, at every hour, because it was not the truth her disease wanted, only Death, I think of how years prior, we were great friends, friends in a field in a city park, underlining words in books and building up our confidence to speak in front of a crowd. I think of all her wisdom. I feel warm about those days.