"what is life what if"
not of many moments
made;
of mystery, of magic
of misery, of tragic
in a mosaical sum
of the most mundane
of attempts avoiding latter
or of asking does it even matter
or ever wonder what it all really means?
yelling hellos up toward heavens doors
from the base of broken ladders
built from bidding byes
to the half hellish
mellows traded
in escape able
to ward off
boredom
toward
what?
boredom forbade
that it may just be memorable
that it may just be enough
lest it fleetingly fade
what if?
each moment next
arrives into our lives to a ttest
of what all His majesty has blessed
shine and shade, bearing gifts of awe
and grandeur, of exuberance exuded
in excess find solace serenading
solitude
in orders of magnitude to its
precedents in pulchritude
instances of unattained
inspiration be ordained
by unbridled beauty
unburdening us of
duty deemed of
foraging for meaning
in these many moments
of what?
our lives are made
[4NBT]