Hey there. I'm a streamer on Twitch and trying to be a content creator as a hobby. My dm's are open to anyone. youtube.com/@MeesaiD

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The only thing scary for Halloween is my mind
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Whelp. No more work for me currently. Time to get back into projects I have laying around.
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We need 2 more ban slots for Marvel Rivals ranked. Thoughts?
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NetEase, I can promise you that people still play your game. So get rid of these bot lobbies already. The only other humans in here were the White Fox and Namor on my team. I was falling asleep from this.
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I don't understand when people call others out, but censor their name. Isn't the whole point of you exposing them to reveal what they did? Either show them or don't. It's like expecting others to punch air because you never showed a target and still want them to be mad.
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I just found out that I almost have 2k people blocked on Discord. Is that normal?
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I plan to get therapy after my job is done. Which might end in 1 or 2 weeks. Until then, I will still be mentally ill. I'm sorry for the people that have to deal with my dumb ass before that. I can only hope to be a better person from it. So... have cats now.
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I could delete what I've sent in the past but it won't erase the impact it made. It's a mistake for me to learn from. I'm not proud of it at all. I'm ashamed at the weakness I presented. I have no excuses to justify my actions. I'm not perfect. Not even close.
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I can't even remember the names of the dip shits that wanted to take the moral high ground against me. Just saying that it would have been easier to block me instead of yapping your mouths. If you hate me, then go away and you never have to see me again. Otherwise, shut up.
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I should have kept doing what I told myself as a kid. "Don't say anything. Don't do anything. Whatever I try will just get me in trouble. What I think doesn't matter. What I feel didn't matter." I repeat that stuff a lot while growing up. Still applies for today.
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Fuck it, I'm tired. If you're in a relationship/married, block me. I don't wanna see you being happy with others. I'll end up blocking you regardless if I find out. I keep trying to find someone, but it ends up being they are happy alone or are already taken. I hate it.
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I'm going to lose my mind again
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We need more ban slots for Marvel Rivals. There's still way too many characters where 6 total bans are not that impactful.
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I hope to have a duo someday for Marvel Rivals. Just alone in GM hell.
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Update for the eye, still hurts. Not continuously though. I took a nap and feel a little better. Yet, now I am wide awake and it's getting close to 10pm for me. Not sure what I'll do to pass time.
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Tried Overwatch again... Fuck Mei. Such a braindead character.
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I'm so tired of losing more friends. This year has been hell for me on its own. From issues with work, physical and mental health, finances, etc. Seeing people I used to spend time and bonded with just straight up disappear is killing me. I feel lost.
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Today went so bad for me. Not only because of my eye, but I got rear-ended on my way back home. Now I have to miss work until I get checked up by my doctor.
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